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September 8, 2009

Special

Let's talk about LOST! Special.









Open eye.
Michael calls out looking for Walt.
Charlie walks up asking Michael if he’s seen Claire’s bags.
Michael-“Have you seen my son?”
Charlie- “You seen her bags?”
Michael- “Claire’s?”
Charlie- “Her luggage. It’s not been brought back here. No one seems to know what happened to it.”
Michael apologizes, he doesn’t know; he’s just looking for Walt. Charlie hasn’t seen Walt. Jack {Key around neck} walks up carrying firewood. Michael asks Jack if he’s seen his boy out there.
Jack says no, “He was at the caves.”
Michael shares Walt took his dog for a walk and he told him to stay close as usual.
Michael-“You listened to your old man when you were 10, right?”
Jack claims to have listened a little too well.
Hurley comes over to tell the two dudes he has a new tourney lined up. They’re playing for the last of the deodorant sticks, “You dogs up for some golf?”
Michael has to go find his kid. “If Walt shows up tell him I said stay here until I get back.”
Michael continues his search.
Hurley mentions to Jack that Michael seems to hate being a dad.
Jack-“Nah. It’s just…a lot of hard work.”
Michael continues calling out for Walt.
Hurley scoffs and says, “Nah. He hates it.”
“Walt!” Michael is pissed. He continues his search through the jungle.
{Flash Whoosh}




“This is the one.” Michael and Susan are in the store looking at baby cribs. He’s excited he’s found “My baby’s crib.”
Susan looks at the price tag and remarks it will look great in the alley they’ll be living in. “This is three months rent.”
Michael wants the best for this kid but Susan insists they can't afford this. Michael feels their baby in this crib is a happy kid. {Note the store has items corresponding to the island.}
Michael tells Susan he talked to Andy and he can send some work Michael’s way.
Susan-“Construction? What about your art?”
Michael assures her he’s not giving it up, just taking a break until she finishes law school. “Pass the bar, get hired by some fancy ass high paying law firm.”
He’ll get back to painting eventually. Meanwhile Susan can support him and Walt in the manner to which they soon will be accustomed. Michael wants to name him after his dad.
Susan- “Walter. Walter Lloyd.”
Michael- “Lloyd? Oh, all right. That's why you won't marry me. It's not that you think marriage is too prosaic; you just want him to have your last name.”
Susan- “Hey. You want me to agree to Walter or what?”
{Flash Whoosh}



In the jungle Locke hands Walt a knife.
Boone and Vincent {Collar/leash.} are watching.
Walt throws the knife at the tree and it doesn’t penetrate it.
Walt-“Man, I suck!”
Locke-“You can do better than that.”
Boone-“You might want to take it easy on him.” {On whom?}
Locke explains-"See this knot Walt…I want you to aim for it. Right here. Focus on it…alright? Picture it…in your mind's eye. You know what that is, the mind's eye?”
Walt knows it’s like a picture in your head.
Locke tells him to do it again but, “See it. See it before you do it. Visualize the path. See it. See it.” {It's kind of like using the force, like a Jedi. Also note Locke touches Walt’s hand.}
Walt focuses. We get a shot of Vincent. Walt throws the knife and sticks his mark! Boone is impresses and Locke knew Walt had it in him.
Walt-“It was weird. I actually saw it in my mind or something, like it was real.”
Locke- “Who's to say it wasn’t?”
Michael comes upon them and he’s pissed! He takes the knife from Walt and tells him to take Vincent and go back to camp now.
Michael- “You gave my boy a knife.”
Locke- “You should’ve seen what…”
Michael-“Don’t tell me what I should’ve seen, man! We were back home I’d call the police on your ass! Encouraging a kid to sneak away from his parent, giving him a knife like this!”
Locke- “Walt knows his own mind.”
Michael pulls the knife on Locke. “Ah, don’t talk to me about my son like you know him.” Locke needs Michael to calm down.
Michael-“You keep playing my son against me…and I’m gonna have a p…”
Boone tackles Michael and holds the knife to him, “The man said calm down.”
Michael punches Boone and says, “What are you his attack dog?”
Michael was the one waving the knife around and Boone was just trying to make sure Michael didn’t hurt someone.
Locke knows it’s been difficult for Michael to bond with his son. “You know why he’s formed an attachment to me? Cause I treat him like an adult and you still treat him like a boy.”
Michael- “He’s 10 years old!”
Locke says he’s been through more than most people in their entire lifetimes and Michael hasn’t spent enough time with him to see it, “He’s different.”
Michael (concerned)-"What did you say?" {Did Michael realize Locke is on to the wonders of Walt?! Maybe he realized at that moment Walt and Locke share something. Maybe Michael realized where he really is and what's going on. I think it's at that moment Michael realizes he has to make that raft; he's got get Walt off the island!}
Locke-“And we’re not back home, Michael. As long as we're here I think Walt should be allowed to realize his potential.”
Michael warns Locke to stay away from him and his son. {This scene was very important!}



{Note the huge painting is heads.}
“You’re not taking him.” Toddler Walt plays on the floor with Michael. {Does he have Legos?}

Michael tells Susan she can go if she wants too but she’s not taking his son. Susan wants to take Walt to Amsterdam. She's got a great job offer and is leaving with him. Michael thought her position with the legal clinic was a good fit. This is offer is a huge opportunity for her as she’s always wanted to do international law. Susan says that she loves Michael but they need time apart. Michael knows they’ve talked about a lot of things, “You said you wanted to live on a boat.”
Susan mentions they’ve been through so much in such a short time. Michael understands they’ve got problems; he down with going to counseling. Susan had already made up her mind and took it; after all he hasn’t worked in months. Michael had already told her construction slows in the winter. But Susan knows she is the one who can provide for Walt. Michael doesn’t want to be away from Walt; there are laws against this kind of thing. Susan already knows the courts would side with her.
The two are not married. Susan says it’s not goodbye forever; she just needs some time. Michael is getting emotional.
{Flash Whoosh}
Walt is sleeping. {With his hand on his head} Michael watches him. Sun asks Michael if he’s alright.
Michael-"I just don't know how to talk to him, how to get him to understand, I’m on his side.    Locke says I should stop treating him like a child. I missed his whole childhood, so…This can’t happen…He can’t grow up here….Can’t grown up in this place.” {He can’t talk to Walt but he can communicate with Sun- a woman who is supposed to be speaking Korean.}














“Once I realized these equations were coordinates latitude and longitude, I assumed the French woman was trying to determine the location of the island. But it was incomplete; her notations fragmented.”



Shannon- “Except for the fish song.” {Is the fish song not nonsense?!}
Jack- “The what?”
No one explains the fish song to Jack.
Sayid just continues on with, “But when I lay the pages down like this I realized it wasn’t showing the location of the island…I think it’s a location on the island, specifically here…”
Jack asks where they are in relation to the triangle. Sayid admits the map in not in scale so he doesn’t know.
Jack states they’re not even sure it’s a map of this Island. Sayid admits they’re not sure but thinks it this may be the transmitter sending out the distress call and its power source.
Michael wonders what they’re doing now. “Looking for an excuse to get chased down and killed by whatever lives in the jungle?”
Michael feels they can’t keep doing this; building water filtration systems and playing golf, making a sweet little home here. “We need to get off this Island.”
Shannon-“You think any of us want to be here?”
Michael says no and that no one wants to get off this island as badly as he does right now.
Michael suggests building a raft because “No one’s coming.” He feels they can use the seats from the fuselage, ax, a whole bunch of trees; bamboo.
Sayid thinks the chances of surviving the rough waters, the odds of finding a shipping lane and Shannon’s seasickness would make this a waste of time.   Michael sarcastically tells them to stay there, grow old together, “Good luck to ya. But I’m doing this. My son and I are leaving.”



 In the caves Walt is reading the Spanish version of the comic The Green Lantern and Flash- Faster Friends. Vincent is at his side.
Walt is sounding out the Spanish words. Michael wants Walt to help him with something but Walt wants to enjoy the comic. Michael remarks Walt is reading a comic book in Spanish but doesn’t speak Spanish. Walt likes the pictures. Michael is intrigued Walt likes the art. Michael shares with his son that when he was a little older than Walt he used to trace comic books. “Taught myself about perspective, you know what that is? Perspective?”
Walt doesn’t even acknowledge dad so dad grabs the comic from him. He needs Walt’s help and needs him to go with him; because he sees what happens when he doesn’t keep an eye on him.
{Flash Whoosh-Sounds like a train.}
Michael is talking to Susan on a pay phone in New York City. He wants to talk to 21 month old Walt. Susan comments Walt doesn’t use the phone.
Michael will do all the talking, “I just want him to hear my voice. I miss him.” {Two pay phones}
Michael hears Susan say to someone on the other end of the phone say “Shhhh. It’s Michael.”
Susan tells Michael it’s not a good time to talk but Michael is ultimately informed by Susan she’s been seeing Brian Porter; the guy who hired her.
Michael feels she lied when she said she needed time to think about “us”. She says it wasn’t like that. Michael is pissed off, “I’m coming to Amsterdam.”
Susan doesn't want him to because it’s over between them.
Michael yells-“I’m not coming for you! I’m coming for Walt! I’m getting my son back!” Michael slams the phone down, crosses the street and gets hit by a car.

Kate walks over to chat with Charlie on the beach. He is going through Claire’s things/bags, “Who brought them here?”
Kate- “I did.”
Charlie is looking for Claire’s diary. She kept a diary in the side pocket.
Charlie-“Someone’s taken it.”
“What are we looking for again?” asks Walt. Michael needs any long piece of metal or long tubing, anything that looks like it would work as a frame.
Walt- “A frame for what?"
Michael- “You’ll see soon enough.”
They look through the wreckage as Michael instructs Walt to separate the cushions, the plastic, the tarp, “Put everything you find in different piles so we can take stock.”
Walt-“Am I being punished?”
Michael feels, “This is us taking control of our destiny.”
Walt-“Feels like punishment.”


Kate and Charlie head over to Sawyer’s tent. He doesn’t answer the call at the tent door so Charlie says, “I can just go inside…”
Sawyer- “Trick or treat.”
Sawyer is sitting a few feet away.
When something goes missing they figure it’s got to be Sawyer who took it.
Kate asks if he has the diary or not. Just like a magician he presents a diary, “You mean this one?”
Charlie wants it. Sawyer doesn’t think that’s a good idea because maybe Missy Claire doesn’t want Charlie to read it.
Charlie-“I wasn’t gonna read it.”
Sawyer wonders if Charlie’s curious about what she wrote about him. Sawyer mentions “good literature is kinda scarce around here.”
They assume Sawyer read the diary.
Sawyer reads a passage aloud. “Dear Diary. I’m getting really freaked out by that has-been pop star. I think he’s stalking me.”
He reads on- “Diary, the little limy runt just won't let up.”
Charlie punches him in his bicep wound, knocking the diary away.
Charlie acquires the diary.
Sawyer punches Charlie in the face. Charlie feels he hits like a ponce. Kate stops them from really getting into it. Charlie walks away.
Kate asks Sawyer if he really read it. Sawyer just hadn’t gotten around to it yet.

Walt is “listening” to something. Distant voices become clearer.
Michael rummages through the wreckage. Walt gets excited when he sees Locke and Boone emerge from the jungle and head into the caves. Michael never even notices them. {Locke is eating something.} Walt tells his focused dad he’s going to get some water. Michael would like Walt to bring him some. Walt doesn't acknowledge him at all.
Michael-“Please and thank you. Gotta work on that.”
Dad is displeased with Walt’s lack of manners.

In the cave Shannon wonders if Boone and Locke are just going to keep coming back without any food.
Boone is disconnected from her. Shannon wants to know what’s going on with him, “Could you be acting any weirder?”
Boone- “Shannon. You’ve been a functioning bulimic since Jr. High. I thought you’d be excited about dropping a size or two.”
Shannon feels since Boone isn’t having any luck hunting maybe he should help Michael build the raft. She was thinking maybe she should help Michael so she can finally get the hell out of there. “Why don’t you help me?”
Unimpressed Boone replies, “No thanks.”
Locke is going through his silver case and Walt walks over to him.
Locke- “Your father doesn’t want us spending time together.”
Walt feels dad isn’t the boss of him. Locke tells the child, “But he’s your father. And he cares about you and you need to show him respect. Now I’m serious Walt. You’re not to come to me anymore.”
Just then Michael enters and he is pissed!
“Damn it! What is wrong with you?!”
Locke-“I was just coming to see…”
Michael told Locke to stay away from his son. Walt tries to interject but Michael doesn’t want to hear from him.



Locke- “I was just giving him this pencil to give to you. I thought you could use it. Consider it a peace offering.”
{Pen or pencil?}
Michael quietly speaks in Locke’s ear. “I catch you with my son again…I’ll kill you.”

Locke picks up his silver case and walks away.
Walt calls Michael "a jerk!"
“Mr. Locke didn’t do anything wrong, he’s my friend.”
Michael- “He’s not anymore. I’m looking out for you!”
Walt feels Michael doesn’t care about him and he never cared about him. “You only show up after my mom died. Where were you when I was growing up? Huh? NOWHERE!”
Michael-“Listen, Walt. It’s complicated.” {Remember that for later}
Walt doesn’t even care, “You’re not my father.” {That’s right.}
Michael- “You wanna hate me? You wanna punish me for something I can’t change? Fine. But you will listen to me.”
Michael throws the comic in the fire! He demands Walt “get over there. And you stay there. Now!”
Walt walks over by the waterfall and Vincent.
Michael looks at the burning comic book with the polar bear.
{Flash Whoosh}
Michael is drawing with a pencil.

He's been in a hospital for three months. His nurse never knew he had a kid. Michael explains he'll be two next week and lives in Amsterdam with his mom. Michael mentions he never knows what to write.
The nurse suggests a joke. “How about what's black, white and red all over?”
Michael guesses a newspaper.
Nope.
The nurse's answer is a penguin with a sunburn.
Nurse-"Trust me, mother of four talking here. He'll get a kick out it."
Susan comes to see him. She hadn't heard from Michael in two months, she had to call Andy to find out about the accident.
Michael- "Yeah, well considering how our last conversation went."
Susan tells him Walt is at home.
Susan pushes Michael in a wheelchair down the hallway. The nurses feel he will make a full recovery but Michael informs Susan he needs a year of physical therapy. Susan will cover all his medical expenses. She already spoke to the hospital administrator and all his bills will go to her.
Susan goes on to reveal she is going to marry Brian, he wants to adopt Walt and they will move to Italy at the end of the month. Brian is taking over the firm's Rome office.
Michael- "You're kidding me right?"
Susan- "Consider what's best for Walt. You can keep holding on if you want, but ask yourself why you're doing that. Is it really for him? Or is it for you?" {I find this line to be very telling! Are we NOT talking about a child here? Or are we talking about my Darth Vader action figure that I've been holding on to since I'm a kid? lol}
{Flash Whoosh}
Hurley walks up to Michael and says -"Uh, dude. You're kid is gone."
Walt just grabbed the dog and took off.
Michael knows where he's gone.

Locke is sharpening his knife.
Michael asks Locke where he is, "I'm not in the mood for your games, man. Where's Walt?"
Locke tells him Walt's not here but Michael thinks he's lying.
Boone-"Hey man. He's not here. Look around."
Well, Michael wasn't talking to Boone.
Locke- "I told him this morning that he couldn't be around me anymore. Trying to respect your wishes." They realize Walt is gone.
Locke tells Michael "Let's go find your boy."

Kate and Charlie arrive at the caves with Claire's bags. Charlie feels Kate didn't really have to help, "I could have managed. I've had my share of manly encounters."
Kate thought he could use the company.
Charlie tells Kate "It's weird. I barely knew her...barely know her, Claire. She's missing over a week. Everyday she's gone it feels like bits of me are crumbling or something.
Kate thinks its right he keep her stuff safe until she gets back. Kate touches Charlie's leg and leaves.
Charlie retrieves Claire's blue diary and contemplates a peek. He's so tempted that he picks it up and puts it down a few times before thumbing through the pages. He fights temptation and puts the diary back in the bag, zips it up and walks away from it.

Walt walks Vincent through the jungle. {On a red leash} Something "growls".
The dog barks and Walt looks around because they hear something walking through the jungle. Walt doesn't see anything just hears it. Vincent starts freaking as if he sees something and Walt asks him what's wrong. Vincent runs off, breaking the collar and leash off of him! {Why doesn't the damn dog stay? Did somebody/something call him away? I would think a good, loyal dog would protect its family} Walt drops the collar and leash to run after Vincent.
{Flash Whoosh}
Walt is lying on the floor staring at Vincent, although it could appear as if he's "listening" to him.
Susan is telling Brian about someone who is "trying to weasel his way out anything not to let the case move forward. He was arguing it wasn't his jurisdiction."
Brian- "Oh, you're kidding me."
Susan- “I wish I was. Same argument third time in a row. Barkley said it was an immigration issue."
Brain- "Barkley, that's classic."
Susan- "He thinks because I'm new to Australian law that I'm some kind of yokel or something"
Susan wants Walt to do get back to his homework. Walt told her he needs help. Mom the lawyer can tell when someone's stalling.
Susan and Brian are distracted in their own conversation and not paying attention to Walt. {There is a blue binder near Walt and he holds a pencil}
Walt asks "Who cares about birds of Australia, anyway? We're in Australia."
Brian asks Susan if she's okay. Susan admits she's feeling kind of flu-ey
Walt- "Shouldn't we be studying birds of Egypt or something?
Brian- "You haven't been sleeping much lately. Maybe you need to take a personal day."
Walt just continues talking about the bird he picked; the Bronze Cuckoo. It's funny. Wanna see?
Susan asks Brian what about Barkley?
Walt continues on- "I mean, it doesn't look funny, just the name"
Susan- "Sleeping in late that's too much. . ." {The nanny is sitting in the room.}
Walt is getting annoyed; tries to get Brian's attention-"Hey, Brian, look, look. You're not looking. You're not looking." {We hear bird chips and wings flutter.}
All of a sudden a bird flies in to the closed glass door. Walt wonders if it's dead. Brian says it is and just looks at Walt. Walt isn't really fazed by the bird incident; he just goes back to reading his bird book.
{Flash Whoosh}
Walt is alone in the jungle calling out for Vincent. We can hear noises of something moving around in the jungle. The sound of low growls is heard.

Brian Porter knocks on Michael's door. {Peephole} The men seem to not know each other. Brian breaks the news to him about Susan's death-YESTERDAY! {She dies yesterday, in Australia, he files all the way to N.Y. to see Michael and leaves Walt with the nanny...WOW!!}
Turns out Susan had a blood disorder and was sick for one week. Apparently Michael hadn't talked to her in a while. Brian informs him before Susan died she wanted Michael to have custody of Walt. Michael seems surprised at this and feels he hasn't been his father in nine years. Brian goes on about how he didn't want to be a father; he didn't know how. Brian presents a yellow envelope containing money for travel expenses, two tickets; 1 round trip, 1 one way, so Michael can go and get Walt. Michael feels the idea for Michael to have custody is really Brian's idea and not Susan's.
Brian's a wreck right now, he just lost the woman he loves and he can't be Walt's father, he's not his son.
Brian tells him there's something about him. Sometimes when he's around things happen; he's different somehow.
{Flash Whoosh}
Michael finds Vincent's red collar and leash. He and Locke hear Walt yell for help. Locke points Michael in the direction to go.

Michael goes to Australia. The nanny mentions Walt will be home from school any minute. She also gives him a yellow envelope with some of Susan's effects and a box with cards/letters. The nanny thinks Walt should have it. She just walks away leaving him alone.











In the distance you can hear the nanny tell Walt someone is there to see him. Michael walks down a long hallway to Walt.


















 Michael is running through the jungle, Walt is calling out for his dad's help and there are loud growls.
A polar bear is trying to claw his way into where Walt is hiding in the banyan trees. {This is the second time we see a polar bear.}
Locke stops Michael from just rushing over {actually covers his mouth, tells him to "shhhh" and directs them... "up here."

Walt plays with Vincent and a ball. {Wearing a vest.} The birds are singing.
Michael- "Hey Walt."
Walt- "Who are you?"
Michael tells Walt he's his father. {I know!! Walt looks at him like he has three fucking heads!} Michael shares that he and Susan loved it each very much when they had him. Walt asks where Brian is.
Michael- "He's not here."
Michael's there to bring you home with me."
Walt isn't going anywhere with him.
Michael- "I know this is really hard to understand all of this. See Brian... Brian loves you very much. And he wants you to stay with him, but it's not his choice. It's mine. I'm your legal guardian. And a, it's not like he's going to disappear from your life. He'll still call you, write to you, come to see you whenever he can. And you know, you'll still have your dog.
Walt- "But Vincent isn't mine. He's Brian's."
Michael- "Brian said you could have him."

The polar bear is trying to get to Walt. Michael calls out to Walt as he and Locke walk across a tree limb {like a tight rope walker} that allows them to pass over the polar bear action. Michael slips but Locke saves him!
Walt is crying as the bear continues to reach Walt. Michael tells Walt to hang in there. Michael climbs over to the tree with Walt. {What is with the white smoke there for a second?} Locke tosses Michael a knife to give to Walt for protection.
Walt stabs at the bear.
Michael wraps leafless vines around and yells up to Locke, "Okay, Locke now!"
Locke works hard to pull Walt out. The polar bear returns and Michael stabs him; the bear runs off. {Locke watches the bear run off.} Michael climbs up the tree and is reunited with Walt. They hug; everybody is happy! Michael is glad Walt is safe.
Walt is concerned that Vincent ran off again.
Locke- "He found his way back to you once, Walt. He will again." {Indeed}
Michael and Locke share a smile.




At night in the caves Michael gives Walt a present; every card and letter of the past eight years! {NOT 9 years}
Walt said he likes to look at pictures. Walt's never seen these before and wonders why his mom never gave them to him.
Michael feels although she didn't give them to him, she never threw them out either and that deep down she must have wanted him to have them. They both feel the "penguin" joke is dumb.

Charlie sits engrossed in Claire's blue diary. Something on the page gets his attention and he heads over to talk to Jack and Sayid. "You have to hear this." They're surprised he's reading her diary.
Charlie- "Yeah, I know, I'm bloody scum. Just listen to this. "I had that weird dream again the one with the black rock I can't get away from. I try to leave it but it won't let me."
Sayid -"Black rock?"
Jack-"It's just dreams, Charlie."
Charlie- "No, Sayid mentioned black rock before."
Sayid- "The French woman said something about her team returning from the black rock. The triangle on the map. Maybe it's the triangle on the map."
Charlie- "Maybe it's where Claire was taken. Maybe she's there?"
Jack-"Maybe. Charlie, we all want to find Claire, but there's no sense going out into the jungle in the middle of the night."






Locke is blowing into the whistle he made to 'call' Vincent. {We hear the high pitch whistle.}
Boone- "I don't think that whistles working, John."
Locke- "You can't hear everything, Boone. The sooner you learn that, the better."
There's a noise that Boone actually hears.
Boone whispers loudly, "Vincent. Vincent. Is that you?"
Locke readies his knife as they wait to see what's coming out of the jungle.
I guess the whistle it works on Claire too because she walks out of the jungle! {Damn Locke is good! Keep your eye on Locke.}
Locke- "Claire."






Special is a GREAT episode!! Just what is the tie or connection with Walt and Michael? What is his role? Is he really his father, biologically or as a figurehead? In name only? WHAT?! I feel that Michael may be more of a protector/guardian than a father.   Walt wasn't supposed to be Michael's and wasn't supposed to be with Michael.
So Walt is different. What does he share with Locke really?
Bottom line is Michael's got to get Walt off the “Island” before the shit hits the fan! I think Michael knows all about Walt and the "Island"! There, I said it!

Things to Note...Questions to ask...
* Eyes
* Michael and Jack wear plaid shirts.
* Bar. {Jack and Christian}
* Black. White. Red.
* What is the deal with dog/dogs? Vincent.
* Understand. Teach. Learn. Language. Linguistics. Communicate. Talk.
* Picture. Art. Drawing. Frame. Pencil/pen.
* Read. Write. Wrote.
* Diary is a journal.
* Attachments.  Literal, computer or metaphor?
* Pictures in your head. Hmmm.
* “Lifetimes.” Plural! Who has more than one lifetime? Hmm.
* Claire and a connection with the Black Rock. Maybe they all have a connection with it.
* Feelings of being punished.
* Game. Puzzle. Trick. Joke. Kid/kidding
* Therapy.
* Anagram for TARP is TRAP.
* Bags=baggage. It seems like they it's a metaphor for emotional baggage. They seem to find their own bags.
* Susan hadn't heard from Michael in two months, Walt was 21 months the night of the accident and he will be two next week.
* Brian Porter and Susan are a black and white couple. Vincent's leash is red.
* The bird that flew into the glass door doesn't really look like any of the birds in the book.
* Again be observant to when the "Flash Whoosh" is there and when it's not.

* I've been excited to talk about this, yet also afraid to talk about this. Reason being you all know I think outside the box with this show and I could be way out there on some things( I know that), but this could make me look like a fully fledged patient at Santa Rosa's! LOL!
The comic is in Spanish.
Let's talk about the basic idea/story of the comic. I have kept these clues as part of my thoughts since the first time I saw them.
I see many common elements between this comic book story and the "Island". MANY! Some of which I know you're going to say I'm nuts! But I see more than just the polar bear bearing a resemblance to our island.
We are shown an alien, the dome around land, bug, polar bear. Okay, that comic story/series is about two halves of a super hero (Flash and Green Lantern) put together to make a superior super hero. The old and new of both halves create the new being, a better world.; Two halves brought together to make a whole.

I'm paraphrasing here, but this is the idea: A reference to parallel earth, they want to mix a part of each reality to create a perfect world, and identity crisis.
The alien: The alien in the story comes to earth, and gets sick with cancer; they hide him away in a ship.
The dome: Could our island be in a "dome" or something "dome-like"? Something that is "containing" them?
Bug: Walt shows us the page with the bug on it. So does the "Island" have a bug?
Polar bear: Many have felt that the polar bear was manifested by Walt. Nope, I don't think so.
Besides that the "polar bears" were already there in that "environment".


Vocabulary and Research…
* Air Chief Marshal Sir Walter Lloyd Dawson KCB CBE DSO RAF (6 May 1902 – 1994) was a senior commander in the RAF in the 1950s. He was the last RAF commander in Palestine, before the creation of the State of Israel. He died in 1994.
* Crib- in cryptanalysis, is a known or suspected plaintext. The term originated at Bletchley Park, the British WWII decryption operation.
* The usage "crib" was adapted from a slang term referring to cheating— example: "I cribbed my answer from your test paper."
-A "crib" originally was a literal or interlinear translation of a foreign-language text — usually a Latin or Greek text — that students might be assigned to translate from the original language.
* Triangle- Trinity.
* In semantics: a triangle is the structure of every system composed with three reciprocally connected/interrelated abstract or real objects
*The phrase "mind's eye" refers to the human ability for visual perception, imagination, visualization, and memory.
*The Mind's I: Fantasies and reflections on self and soul is a 1981 book composed and arranged by Douglas R. Hofstadter and Daniel C. Dennett. It is a collection of essays and creations about the nature of the mind and the self, tied together with commentary by the editors.
-The Mind's Eye series consists of several art films rendered using computer generated imagery of varying levels of sophistication. The series began in 1990.
* New Amsterdam- was a 17th-century Dutch Colonial settlement that later became the city now known as New York City. Whenever the Dutch went to new places they would name each colony with the word "new".
* Stalling (gaming) obstruction of the flow of play while leading in a timed game.





You've heard me say many times before that we are given a clue and then it gets dropped for a while…then BAM! There it is again! This is not the last time we got a comic or super hero clue. Just wait, it comes back around.

Every single episode tells us to LOOK, SEE and LISTEN because answers are right in front of our eyes! I guess that's going to become my catch phrase. Also, answers are in their eyes.  So think about what could actually be going on in their “heads/minds”.

The comic book.....Is it a clue or just entertainment? I think it's a clue and for fun!  It’s Michael who stares at the burning comic book with the polar bear page showing.
I sometimes feel that there's a bit of "Mr. John Locke" in most of the centrics even when they're not "his". Weird, huh?

Perspective…it’s all about perspective.

Thanks for reading my blog and experiencing my LOSTNESS, as crazy as it can sometimes be. I really appreciate it. You guys ROCK!!

Love to all who are "LOST"™



















Posted on MySpace July 2007

Disclaimer: I never claim to know everything about the show and my thoughts by no means make me right. The things I share here are my views and/or opinions. I don't claim to catch every single detail either. You all know I hate spoilers, and I stand clear of reading certain sites as to not take me off my own course of research. The one thing I don't need to do here is rehash all of the obvious clues from an episode, we all know what they are. Understood? Good. Let the fun begin!I'll only note things that I know come up as clues later, but need to be noted when they first show up and things I find that will be of importance. It will get very exciting as we progress into the story.

...In Translation.

Let's talk about LOST! ...In Translation.

Jin's EYE.
Jin is standing on the beach quiet and lost in thought and seems to be looking for something. The waves crash.
{Flash Whoosh}


Jin stands silent in front of Mr. Paik while he signs documents.   Paik’s auto manufacturing office is very modern with two TV monitors. {Paik wears a Movado watch. Jin wears a gray/silver suit.}
Mr. Paik asks Jin why he wants to marry his daughter.  Jin explains although he is from a fishing village he has ambitions to open a restaurant and own a hotel.  Paik wonders what Jin’s father thinks of the marriage.
Jin reveals his father is dead. He also tells Paik he would do anything for his daughter; even work for him.
Mr. Paik-“Why would I give my daughter to a man who sells his own dreams so easily?”
Jin-“Because…She is my dream. Sir.”
Mr. Paik stands and shakes Jin’s hand. Jin is happy.
{Flash Whoosh}
Jin still stands on the beach in thought and sees Sun in a blue bikini on the beach.  He runs up to her, wanting her to cover up, “Are you out of your mind?”    He tries to cover her with a dark blue fabric/towel.
Sun is complaining. Everyone on the beach is witnessing them argue. Even Jack remarks “There they go again.”
{Jin has one handcuff on left hand.} All of a sudden Jin literally pulls on Sun and she falls to the ground.  Michael is pissed off and runs over to stop Jin’s treatment of Sun.  Michael actually pushes Jin away and says, “Hey! Get your hands off her!”
Jin is mouthing off to Michael in Korean and Michael just swears to god that if he puts his hands on her one more time… Jin taunts and pokes at Michael.
Sun slaps Michael across the face. Michael is stunned.


At the caves:
Jin stares at the gold Rolex watch and asks Sun what is going on between her and Michael. She says nothing is going on.
{Flash Whoosh}
Sun is being helped into her wedding dress. {Her white dress hangs nearby}

Jin knocks on the door and happily asks for a moment with his wife.
As sun is dressing in the mirror she shares with him that she wishes his father had lived to see this.
Jin-“Where ever he is, I’m sure he’s proud of me.”
Jin holds up the honeymoon for six months because he wants her father to see he’s committed and after his management training is done.   He puts a white flower in her hair and promises her the honeymoon they’ve always dreamed of.  Sun kisses him.

{Flash Whoosh}
Sun heads over to the raft where Michael is working. She apologizes, but explains that when she slapped him she was protecting him from Jin. Apparently Jin is capable of some intense shit.
Michael- “It’s not my problem…It’s yours.”

Jin is on Hurley’s golf course hitting some black rocks.  Hurley walks over and tells him he should try sea urchin, “They got more ping.”
Hurley goes on to chat with Jin in English while Jin continues swinging at the rocks.   Hurley suggests Jin may want to relax with some fishing after that whole husband and wife thing.
Although Hurley is “trying”, Jin blows him off.
Hurley-“Okay. You wanna be an outsider it’s your business.” And takes his {Bamboo} fishing poles and walks away. You can see Jin is troubled.

Shannon ties a perfect Bowline knot so well that impressed Sayid asks if she has a past in the Navy she neglected to tell him about.   Shannon learned by dating guys with sailboats. They play the “flirt” game to see what happens.






Walt brings his father {Michael} some wires to the raft. {Vincent has no collar}
Michael feels Walt is gonna love New York City, “No city like it”.
He really wants to show him the buildings; the architecture. He also tells Walt about the oldest skyscraper in the city; the 1902 flat iron building. That one building inspired Michael to start drawing and designing things.
Michael is excited about it but Walt doesn’t look very interested.
Walt is interested in throwing the ball to Vincent.

Jack walks over and notes Michael’s progress with the raft.  Michael runs down the list of items used in this project: Bamboo for the decking, a piece of the fuselage for the cabin and some storage bins. Jack {Key around neck} gives Michael the heads up on all the talk going on “about who’s going on this thing with you.”
Michael- “It’s not the Queen Mary. I only got room for four people. There’s one open spot.”
Jack wonders who took the other one. Sawyer bought himself a ticket this little tub and the fare was steep. Sawyer tosses cable for Mike to use on constructing the raft.

At night in the tent Kate asks Sun how much longer she is going to let him treat her this way. The tent is glowing with light from campfires around it. Sun shows loyalty to her husband but still refuses to tell him she speaks English. Kate is just trying to understand. Sun explains he wasn’t always like this; he used to be tender and then he was different.
Kate-“What changed him?”
All of a sudden the shadows of people running past the tent is seen.
The raft is on fire!   We get a close-up of Locke, watching.
The entire beach camp works hard to put out the vicious fire. {Did that fire just friggin' growl?!!}

Michael is very upset to see his work go up in flames. Walt looks scared.
Michael turns to Sun and demands to know “Where the hell is he?!”
Sun replies in Korean and Jack says, “She doesn’t understand, man.”
Kate wants Michael to back off but he won’t.
Michael-“Her husband did this and she knows it! {He asks Sun} You trying to protect him now? Is that it?”
Kate is Sun’s alibi. Walt tries to put out the fire but Mike holds him back. Sun runs off and Michael threatens to break Jin’s damn neck.
Rational Jack remarks they don’t know that Jin did this.
Michael-“Then who did, Jack?!”

At the caves Jin is rummaging through the medical supplies. Sun sees that Jin's hand is burned. Sun assumes Jin burned the raft and wonders how can he do that when Michael is trying to get them “off this island”.
Jin is very jealous of Michael.
{Flash Whoosh}
Jin runs up the stairs to Paik’s office.
Jin is taking full responsibility for what happened; claiming the machinery is old. Mr. Paik didn’t call Jin up to reprimand him; he is promoting him. “You will be my new special assistant.”
Jin’s first task
is to go to the home of Byung Han, the secretary for environmental safety and deliver a message on behalf of displeased Paik.

Three knocks on the door:
Jin-Soo-Kwon introduces himself to the man and is invited in. Han is very afraid. There is a young girl sitting on the couch petting her dog. {TV in the background shows Hurley is on it. There is a Foo dog.} Han doesn’t want the message delivered in front of his daughter.  Jin informs him Paik is displeased with him. The man is relieved, and apologizes by giving Jin the little girls championship breed dog; it is incredibly valuable.
Jin seems pleased.

At the beach Boone reveals to Sayid that Shannon likes older men who can take care of her.  He thinks in this place Sayid fits the bill.  He also says “When she gets what she needs she’ll move on. When she does…don’t take it personally, man.”  {Campfires and torches are a blaze all over the place. Boone is wearing the shirt/sleeveless he worn in Locke’s dream.}
Sayid wasn’t asking for Boone’s permission in pursuing a relationship with Shannon.

Its daylight and Jin is sleeping.  Birds’ wings flapping wake him up.  He kneels by the stream, looks around and puts his hands in the running water. Out of nowhere pissed off Sawyer appears, “Messed up my ride, Chief!” and kicks him in the face.

Sayid helps capable Shannon tie up plastic for a tent. Sayid feels she would be alright building it on her own. Sayid looks troubled and Shannon see this. Sayid suggests she should find another friend to help her with her shelter.
Shannon realizes he’s been talking to her brother and runs off.


In the jungle Shannon comes upon Locke who is having a rat dinner. {There are two additional rats hanging from the tree.} Shannon is looking for Boone but Locke hasn’t seen him.
Shannon gives Locke a message for Boone, “Tell him to keep his stupid mouth shut. And if he has something to say he can leave Sayid out of it and come say it to my face.”
Locke wonders if he should be writing this down.
Shannon wants Boone to stay out of her business.

Locke-“Do you like him?”
Shannon-“What?"
Locke-“Sayid?”
Locke feels if she does like him, “What’s it got to do with your brother? You’re a grown woman. Sure, you can yell at Boone till you’re blue in the face, all you’re doing is giving him what he wants.”
Shannon–“Yeah what’s that?”
Locke-“Your attention. Everyone gets a new life on this island, Shannon. Maybe it's time to start yours."

Sawyer has Jin, hands tied behind his back and leashed.   He’s taunting him about being scared; he thinks Jin understands being “scared”, and if he aint, he’s gonna be. {The camera closes in a bit on Sawyer’s mouth} “The folks down at the beach might have been doctors and accountants a month ago…but its Lord of the Flies time now.” as he threatens Jin with a knife.   Jin just stares him down.
{Flash Whoosh}


Sun playfully has Jin’s eyes covered with her hands. She directs him to the table where she presents him with a romantic feast.  Mr. Paik calls Jin’s cell phone, interrupting them. Jin ignores the call; business can't wait. Mr. Paik calls the house phone.

Pissed off Mr. Paik is questioning Jin about why his factory is closed. He feels he’s losing millions because Jin is too incompetent to deliver a simple message.   Paik has Jin drive with his associate back to Han {Dressed in white and black.} to see how to deliver a message.

In the car in the backseat, the associate readies himself for the message delivery; with rubber gloves and gun with silencer.  He wants Jin to keep the engine running, “I will be inside less than two minutes. When I return you will not drive faster than the speed limit.  You will take this car to the riverbank eight kilometers away. Do you understand?”
Jin and the hit man arrive at the house. Jin goes in without the associate and is completely in “thug” mode. He does indeed deliver a violent message and tells Han the factory will open tomorrow.
Jin whispers to him, “I just saved your life.”    Jin looks over and sees the upset little girl. The associate watches from the sideline.

Jin returns home to Sun all bloody. {Note the dog is bigger} At first Sun wonders if he’s hurt, but realizes it’s not his blood.   Jin explains he was working.  Sun demands answers about what he does and ends up slapping Jin in the face after things get physical.
Jin-“I do whatever your father tells me. I do it for us.”
Sun backs out of the room.  Jin continues to wash the blood off his hands.
Jin is very upset, looks at himself in the mirror and cries.
{Flash Whoosh}
Sawyer throws Jin down into the sand.  Michael comes running over to Jin about burning his raft. Michael gets intercepted by Hurley and Jack. {Charlie is wearing his black hoodie because it must be very cold on the island!}

Everyone starts arguing about it. Jin is listening. He says something in Korean. Michael asks what he said.
Jin repeats himself, almost as if he’s purposely taunting Michael.
Michael goes after him and punches Jin in the face.
Walt is stunned at the chaos and fighting.
Sun screams in English, “Stop it! Leave him alone.” {Why didn't Michael ever ask Sun in private if he burned the raft?}
Jin is now stunned.
Sun-“He didn’t burn your raft.”
There is shock when the reveal of Sun’s ability to speak English.
Jack-“You understood us? All this time? Why didn’t you say anything?”
Crying Sun explains to Michael that his raft was already on fire when Jin arrived. He burned his hands trying to put it out.
Michael never looks at Jin but asks, “Then why did he run?”
Sun translates the question to Jin but Jin doesn’t reply.
Mike-“That’s what I thought.”
Sun feels her husband is many things, but he is not a liar.
Sawyer won’t listen to "her/Betty" lecture because she obviously lied to old man, Jin about her ability to speak English. “How do we know she’s not covering for him?”
Locke interjects-“Because she isn’t.”
Locke knows Jin and Mike have personal issues but doesn’t feel he would ruin their best chance of getting off the island.
Locke-“Okay, it's personal, but why take it out on our best chance of getting off the Island? Why would any one of us block an attempt to get home? We’re so intent on pointing the finger at one another that we’re ignoring the simple undeniable truth that the problem isn’t here it’s there! They’ve attacked us, sabotaged us, abducted us, murdered us! Maybe it’s time we stop blaming us and started worrying about them!...We're not the only people on this island and we all know it!" Locke walks away.

Sun reiterates to Michael “He did not do it.”   Jin walks away from Sun.

Vincent, without a collar, sniffs around the burned raft.   Michael is upset because he can’t salvage a thing. {Pontoons, decking, twine} He has a bit of a temper tantrum.
Michael apologizes to Walt. “Look. We all have setbacks. I mean god knows, man. It’s just life. We’ll start over.”
Michael wants to build a better raft. {Goody!} Walt will help.

Sun tries to talk to Jin. He has chosen to deal with her by packing his stuff.  Sun asks why he just didn’t admit to her he didn’t burn the raft. “Why won’t you speak to me, Jin? What have I done to deserve this?! When did we stop talking?”
Jin walks away from her and she yells out in English “I was going to leave you!”
Jin stops and turns to listen.
Sun-“I was going to get away. But you made me change my mind. You made me think that you still loved me!”   Then she switches to Korean- “I want go back to the beginning. Can’t we…just start all over?”
{Flash Whoosh}
Handsome Jin arrives at a tiny fishing dock.   He approaches an older man who is stunned to see him. Jin apologizes to his father. “Please forgive me. I was…ashamed of you.”
Jin cries and papa hugs him.
Jin helps his father move a crate/box and he tells him of his love for his beautiful, intelligent, hardheaded wife Sun and his work for Mr. Paik.   Jin feels that’s the reason they don’t talk anymore.  He can’t tell her about her father.
Jin-“In a good world she would hate him, not me.
Jin's father feels it is a good world.
Jin-“You don’t know what I’ve done.”
Father feels as his son it doesn’t matter what he’s done.
Jin-“I wish I could start over.”
Father feels there are no more important responsibilities than his wife.   Father advises to do this last delivery of watches for Mr. Paik to Sydney and Los Angeles, and walk away. “Don’t come back. Go to go to America...save your marriage.”
{Flash Whoosh}
Jin is standing in the cave starring at Sun.
Jin-“It’s too late.”, and walks away.

At night near a campfire, Shannon approaches Sayid and kisses him. Sayid wonders what that was for.
Shannon-“Everyone gets a new life on this island. I’d like to start now.”
Walt is playing with the backgammon game. (Vincent is there)
Locke asks, “Got yourself an opponent?”
Walt tells him Hurley owes him $83,000 and told him he’d give him a chance to win it back.
Locke-“It’s been a while since you and I played.” {Really?! How long?}
Locke sits down opposite Walt and pets Vincent. Locke doesn’t have $83,000.
Locke asks where his pop is and Walt asks if Locke has a dad and if he's cool.  {Walt is not allowed to leave the caves after dark.} {Michael is at the beach.}
Locke says everyone’s got a dad and no, his pop isn’t cool.   They play backgammon and Walt seems pretty good at it.
Locke –“Why did you burn the raft, Walt? Don't worry, I'm not going to tell. You must've had a really good reason.
Walt says he doesn't want to move anymore, "I’ve been moving places my whole life. I like it here!"
Locke-"I like it here too."

Michael is on the beach rummaging through the raft wreckage. Jin strolls over with a bundle of bamboo, turns to Michael and says, “Boat”. Apparently the boys will play nice now.
Hurley walks by them with his headphones on for his CD player. The song Delicate plays.
Shannon and Sayid are hanging out together; eating.
Sun walks down to the beach in her blue bikini and lets her dark blue towel fall away.   She steps into the water.
Hurley watches Charlie brings Claire a drink.
The CD player batteries die.
Hurley-“Son of a bitch.” and removes his headphones. {How long has he been able to use that CD player? How long do those damn batteries last? Are the super duper power batteries? Is there a fucking time discrepancy?!!!}




...In Translation is a GREAT episode!  We get a peek into both Sun and Jin's "make up".   I find that interesting in itself.

Things to Note...Questions to ask...
* Dream. Wake up.
* How much of what we see involves the use of computers?
* Wires. Cable.
* Task. Deliver. Value.
* Why is Hurley on the TV? Why do they’re connections to each other seem very contrived?
* Sun slaps Michael across the face and slaps Jin across the face.
* Machine. Engine. Factory.
* Translation. Communication. Language. Message. Write it down.
* Understand. Misunderstanding.
* Learn. Lecture.
* Former Roles.
* Probability of Jin understanding English=Pretty fucking good, I'd say!
* Jin is not a liar. Sun is a liar.
* People are not what you think!
* Shannon gives a message to Locke to give to Boone. Jin delivers a message.
* "We’ll start over.” - “I want go back to the beginning. Can’t we…just start all over?”    “I wish I could start over.
* When you get what you need, you move on.


Vocabulary and Research...
*  Ping: A computer network tool used to test whether a particular host is reachable across an IP network; it is also used to self test the network interface card of the computer, or as a latency test. It works by sending ICMP “echo request” packets to the target host and listening for ICMP “echo response” replies. The "echo response" is sometimes called a pong. Ping measures the round trip time and records any packet loss, and prints when finished a statistical summary of the echo response packets received.
* PING (Partimage Is Not Ghost)
* Ping in video gaming: the network latency seen between a game player's computer and the game server (or another player).
*Ping: an ability in the trading card game Magic: The Gathering.
*Ping (golf) a brand of golf club.
*Ping: a pulse of sound in active sonar.
* The Ping-Pong virus (also called Boot) is a boot sector virus.
* The bowline knot is an ancient and simple knot used to form a fixed loop at the end of a rope. It has the virtues of being both easy to tie and untie.
*Shelter-Protection-cover-refuge-haven-sanctuary-asylum-safe haven-safe house-shield-housing-lodging.





This episode shows us how Jin changes from being the goodhearted simple man to a man of violence.   But just like Sawyer, he became a product of his circumstances and necessity.    I believe he truly loves Sun and she loves him.   The dominance that her powerful father has over everyone is very dangerous.    Jin is hurt that Sun kept her speaking English a secret.  Even though it appears that Jin doesn't speak or understand English, and even in an upcoming episode he says he doesn't, I'm not completely sold on that being the truth.   Too many times it appears they all do verbally communicate to and with Jin.
It seems as if these people have a problem with communicating their feelings with the people closest to them.  They seem to keep emotions, hurt and pain, locked deep inside.


There is nothing lost in translation with this episodes' meaning...
"Can't we just go back to the beginning?...Start over?"
And indeed you shall!    Literally!

Love to all who are "LOST"™







This is the Flatiron Building {Fuller Building} in New York City, located at 175 Fifth ave. It sits on a triangular island block at 23rd Fifth ave and Broadway, anchoring the south (Downtown) end of Madison Square.









Posted on MySpace July 8, 2007.


Disclaimer: I never claim to know everything about the show and my thoughts by no means make me right. The things I share here are my views and/or opinions. I don't claim to catch every single detail either. You all know I hate spoilers, and I stand clear of reading certain sites as to not take me off my own course of research. The one thing I don't need to do here is rehash all of the obvious clues from an episode, we all know what they are. Understood? Good. Let the fun begin! I'll only note things that I know come up as clues later, but need to be noted when they first show up and things I find that will be of importance. It will get very exciting as we progress into the story.

November 3, 2008

MEET KEVIN JOHNSON.

Let's talk about LOST! Meet Kevin Johnson.
At the barracks; we're given an outside view of John's house.
Claire, Aaron, Danielle, Karl, Alex, Hugo, Ben, James wait for the arrival of John and Miles. John thanks them for their patience. He didn't want to do anything about their next move until he knew more about their situation. "You deserve to know everything that I do. So, No more secrets."
He explains that Miles and his people came to the Island about a week ago.  He brought Miles back up from the boathouse to share why they are there.   Miles reveals they are there for Ben.
Hugo-"Uh, we kind a like knew that forever ago."
Sawyer is happy, problem solved, "How soon do we turn him over?"
We learn they can't turn him over because once they have him, their orders are to kill everyone else on the Island.
Claire-"So wait, he's one of us now?"
She's concerned that they're going to protect him after Ben tried to kill John.
Ben reveals his spy on the boat is Michael.
Sawyer recalls the Michael he knew, the one who sold them all out, so he could get off the Island.

Sayid, shoes on; Desmond, shoes off, sleeping in the freighter.
A loud buzzing sound wakes them.
Desmond has to put his shoes on.  They run to the deck.
The Captain is beating up his crew.
Gault-"The rules of desertion... still apply to everyone."
He goes on to tell the crew, "Nobody leaves this ship without my say-so! I'm not beating these men to scare you. I beat them to save your lives! Do you remember what happened to the last two men who took off in this boat? {touches little boat} Remember what happened to Minkowski?  As soon as we get the engines fixed, we're back in the hunt.  In the meantime, everybody just hold on. Johnson!"
The Captain has Johnson {wearing a hoodie} clean up the mess.  The rest of the pirates go about their business.
Sayid says hello to Michael.  Sayid wants to know what he's doing on the boat.
Michael-"I'm here to die."

After the meeting James stops John with Miles.  James thought there wasn't going to be anymore secrets. John didn't talk about the 3 million bucks his buddy asked for.   John confirms Miles offered his loyalty in exchange for the money, but John hasn't seen a bank on the Island so he didn't see a need to mention it.
Miles laughs, "Linus will find a way to get it."
Miles tells him, "Ben wants to survive, and considering a week ago they had a gun to Ben's head, and tonight he's eating pound cake, "I'd say he's a guy who gets what he wants."
Ben sees Karl's arm around Alex's waist as they play with Aaron. Ben tells Alex he wants her to go to the Temple; it's a sanctuary and claims it to be the last safe place on this island. He gives her a map from his pocket.
Karl asks why they didn't know about this.
If Ben told everyone then it wouldn't be a sanctuary.
Ben informs her that the rest of their people are already there. If she leaves now, she can get there in a day and a half.
Karl asks if it's safe why don't they all go there; Hurley, Claire, the baby?
Ben-"Because the temple's not for them, Karl. It's only for us."
Ben explains to Alex the people who are coming there know who he is and want to capture him. They will kill anyone who gets in their way "If they knew who you were…that you were my daughter, they would use you to get to me. We don't have much time."
Danielle agrees with Ben. They are more dangerous than him.
Ben assures Alex her mother will protect her, "OK, now go."

Sayid asks one of the sailors "Where is he?"
Desmond looks out to the water. He's in the engine room.
Michael using a ratchet to fix something, "I don't understand it. It should be working."
The other guy tells him the gaskets are corroded.
Sayid says the captain sent them down to help with the repairs. Michael has the other guy go look for a pressure valve from the supply room.
Michael to Sayid -"You shouldn't be here!"
Sayid grabs him because he wants info.
Michael tells him they can't see him talking to them and Sayid won't understand!
Sayid tells him to start from the beginning "And explain you came to be on this boat."

Water is pouring out from the faucet in an old filthy apartment. Michael writes in a steno note pad. The TV is old and turned off. Michael is wearing the Rolex from Jin. Siren and people's voices are heard in the building. We see a picture of him and Waaaaaalt.

Michael lives in an undesirable neighborhood. He gets in his green car. Radio on, Channel...s the volume to 17. 'Getting Better Every day' is on. {The song talks about growing stronger,etc.}  He pins the note on left side of his chest and drives down the city streets fast down to the docks. He crashes the car head on, on purpose! The car is destroyed yet the radio still plays. {Mirror}

Christmas time.

Michael's left eye opens.
Beeping:
He's in the hospital.
The monitor message says 'All Alarms Off. Admit Patient To Activate Alarms' in red. It also shows 'LEARNING'.
He is in the room with another patient. {Older man} We don't hear his beeping monitor.
The nurse walks in, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you Mr. Dawson." She tells him it's a miracle he's alive after a car accident.
He asks how badly he's hurt.
She-"Shhhh, you just need to rest now."
It's Libby with blankets, "It's a cold night, I brought you some extra blankets."
Michael freaks. His yelling seems to bring him back to "reality".
No Libby in the room {Room is BLUE}
According to the monitor MICHAEL HAS NO BODY TEMPERATURE, 11:02:11, his last BP was 11:02am, MAP 109, BPM---, SYS 135, D/A 88.
A nurse turns on the lights. {no wheelchair in the hall but there was one when Libby appeared}
She heard someone shout and something tells her it wasn't the guy in the other bed; he looks totally out of it. She tells Michael he's lucky to be alive. The EMT's found him with a note pinned to his chest, no ID. {Of course not, they have no ID} She asks his name but he doesn't answer. Then she asks if he wants her to call Walt.
Michael-"What?"
She says the note pinned to his chest was written to Walt. She asks again if she should call him. He says "No." {Michael is grayer}

Christmas tree and 2 candle lights in the window.
Michael tries to see Waaaaalt who is being cared for by Michael's mom. She won't let him in.
Mom-"I don't know what you said to that boy, but whatever it was he doesn't want to see you."
Michael begs, "He's my son. I have a right."
She tells him she thought he was dead; they said his plane crashed in the middle of the ocean. But he showed up there fine and dandy, "I can't tell anybody about You or Walt. I can't call you by your real names. He barely talks to me. But he does wake up screaming in the middle of the night. And I'm the one that's got to tell him it's gonna be OK. So until you can explain to me where you were for over two months and what happened, you gave up your rights."
Michael-"Will you tell him I love him?"
She will. A kid appears in the upstairs open window, looks at Michael and turns away. {doesn't really look like Waaaaaalt? Just like Vincent didn't really look like Vincent. lol}

Michael goes to a Pawn shop to trade his Rolex from Jin for a gun and bullets. The shopkeeper asks why there's Chinese writing all over it.
Michael corrects him, "It's Korean, man. The guy who gave it to me."
The shopkeeper-"You don't look like you speak Korean." {Michael probably can} He offers Michael $300 for it.
Mike's not looking for money, the trade is what he wants. The shopkeeper asks "What are you looking for?"

Michael {passes a 'Washing Station'} heads down an alley. Nervously loads the gun and tries to shoot himself.
A voice in the dark-"Excuse me sir, you do have the time?"
It's Tom. "Come on Michael. How bout for an old friend."
In the background there's constant beeping, sirens and buzzing.
Tom-"Manhattan, huh? We let you leave one island you just go to another one." {HA!!}
Mike shoots at Tom, they struggle. Apparently Tom isn't there for trouble, he seems to want to talk like adults. Tom offers his hand to help Michael and he takes it. Michael hits him with a broken wine bottle.
Tom pulls a gun "Enough!"
Michael wants Tom to kill him. Michael asks how they found him.
Tom-"We're the ones who sent you home, Michael. Did you honestly think we weren't gonna keep tabs?"
They want Michael's help.
Michael-"Why would I wanna help the son of a bitch who kidnapped my son?"
Tom replies they did give him back to Michael in one piece;  Michael's the one who lost him.
Tom appears shocked at Michael's expression "You told him didn't you? You couldn't carry the guilt of what you did to those two women all by yourself, so you shared it with a 10 year old kid."
Tom goes on to ask if that's why he wants to kill himself because Walt knows he's a murderer.
Mike demands he go away.
Tom reveals the "Island" won't let him kill himself. Tom hands him the gun, tells him to give it a shot if he don't believe him. "You got more work to do, Mike. When you figure that out, I'm in the penthouse at the Hotel Earl."
Tom walks away.
An old game show is on TV. Michael holds the gun to his head and pulls the trigger {As he pulls the trigger, a bell dings on the game show! Name- Kurt Vonnegut} Michael is not shot/dead! He checks the gun and verifies it's loaded. {check out the bullets} About to pull the trigger again he hears the News bulletin that the wreckage of Oceanic 815 has been found. The same female newscaster we've seen before.

Michael knocks 3x on the penthouse door.
Tom answers "I didn't expect you that fast."
There is a lovely fruit/food spread. Tom's lover Arturo is with him. Tom has business to attend to with Michael so he asks Arturo to get some air. {any MacCutheon's liquor there?}
Arturo-"Ciao."  They kiss.
Tom offers Michael some chow and explains "I don't make it to the mainland too often, so when I do I indulge myself."   {MAINLAND}
Michael-"So you people can just come and go?"
Tom admits that some of Us/Them can come and go.
Michael wants Tom to tell him "What my plane is doing at the bottom of the ocean."
Tom-"That's not your plane. It's a phony. A man named Widmore put it down there, and he staged the whole wreck."
Michael-"Staged? Why would he stage a..."
Tom-"Because he doesn't want anyone else finding where the real plane ended up... except for him."
Michael-"I'm supposed to believe this?"
Tom-"Did the bullet bounce off your skull, or did the gun just jam on you?"
Michael wants him to prove his Widmore claims so Tom produces a black file/folder with pictures of graves from Thailand for the 300 odd corpses he needed, purchase order for the old 777 he bought through a shell company, the shipping logs for the freighter he used to drop the whole mess down a trench deep enough to guarantee no remains could be identified. "Do you have any idea what it would cost to bring those bodies up?"
Tom tells him that in a few days a freighter is porting in Fiji, it's Widmore's boat. {not Penny's boat} They have reason to believe he finally found the coordinates of the island, "So congratulations, Michael. Your shore leave is over. You just got a job on that boat. Meet Kevin Johnson. You're joining the crew in Fiji's a deck hand."
Michael-"You want me to go undercover. Why the hell would I go back to work for you people?"
Tom explains if Widmore finds the island its goodnight for everybody on it. He'll kill them all without thinking twice, "You wanna redeem yourself for what you did this is your only chance. You can save all their lives."
Michael feels he can't go back to that Island.
Tom didn't say he was going back to the island and he's not even going on the boat to swab decks. He's going so he can kill everyone on board.

Michael arrives at the dock via a taxi/old station wagon with bucket seats. {a radio tower, school bus/luggage, potatoes, Miles, black hood on, George/radio, fish. He's wearing a hoodie and black cap, AX w/wings, black bag. {plane}
George asks him if he's their new engineer.
Michael is just a deck hand. George tells him they're all equals on this boat, "As long as you play decent Hold Um."
He removes his aviator sunglasses, introduces himself as George Minkowski and they shake hands. George has Kevin check in with Naomi, who is looking over lists. {Port of Suva}
Kevin tells Naomi "I'm reporting for duty.  Kevin Johnson."
Naomi Dorrit- "So you're from the states, yeah?"
New York; she can tell by the accent. He pegs her accent as her being from Manchester.
Naomi-"How'd you guess?" {no need to guess} She tells him this crate/footlocker came for him and she'll have it delivered to his berth. He heads aboard.

On board he runs into Miles eating an orange {Hood off} "Your name isn't Kevin. Don't worry, 80 percent of the people on this boat are lying about something." {But of course!} Miles offers him some orange.
Kevin's phone rings; It's Tom.   He figures flying can't be too much fun for Kevin. He makes sure he received his care package, "Wait a day or two until you're in the open sea then you're good to go."
Tom assumes Kevin met some of them now, putting names and faces, getting cold feet; and Kevin is.
Tom-"Well here are a few more names for ya, Sun, Sawyer, Jack, Claire, her baby, and the only way you're gonna save their lives is if you man up get on that boat. Or maybe you wanna come back and explain to your kid how you let of them die too. It's game time. Are you in or out?"   After a short hesitation, he's in. {Did Tom just trigger him into action?}
Tom tells him to ditch his phone, do his job.
Kevin throws his phone in the water.

Kevin looks out into the open water hearing Frank bicker about "flying these things while you were still in grade school", with Naomi.
Frank-"If any body's gotta go first it should be me."
Naomi needs him there to transport the science team back. He asks what she's up to but apparently she feels Frank doesn't need to know.
Frank walks over and introduces himself to Kevin. "Frank Lapidus. Chopper pilot."
Kevin-"Kevin Johnson. Deckhand."
Frank-"What your story? How did you end up in this tub?"
Kevin was looking for a little adventure.
Frank-"How do you like this for adventure?"
He goes on to tell Kevin the story of Oceanic 815 and asks if he ever heard about it. "What would you say if I told you the plane that they found in that trench wasn't Oceanic 815?"
Continues on about the nuts that think the moon landing was faked; this is like that, only real. "That's why I signed up for this trip, because the owner of this boat believes me. Charles Widmore. He believes that 815 is still out there somewhere."
He asks Kevin can he imagine what would happen if they found some of those people alive. Then Frank just walks away.

Kevin sits on the bottom bunk playing with the key that opens the crate/footlocker.
Kevin is washing the ship; he sees a few crew members shooting things. Kevin doesn't like the sound of the gunfire. Kevin thought they were going on a rescue mission. Keamy doesn't answer the question, "Don't you have something to mop up?" {Yeah, his own mess!!!}

Kevin takes a case out of the footlocker. He seems apprehensive to open it. He can hear the shooting practice going on. Michael walks down the hallway with the case to engine room. He unlocks the double locked case.
There's a "dummy" layer of tools and under that layer is a bomb!
He enters 7 1 7 7 6 and hovers his finger over the red EXECUTE button. He hears the song that was playing on the radio the day he crashed the car and whispers.
He sees Libby.
Libby-"Don't do it Michael." {She's wearing the same shirt as the day he shot her} All of a sudden she disappears! He looks around, confused and nervous. He pushes the EXECUTE button! The 15 second timer counts down/beeping...
Kevin says, "I love you Walt" and shuts his eyes in anticipation of the explosion. {Like a fucking Jack in the Box} a rod pops up with a message wrapped around it, instead of an explosion.  It reads, "NOT YET".

Kevin is in his room, sits on his bed and plays catch with himself; throwing the ball at the wall and catching it.
George knocks 5x and enters, "What are you going all Nicholson on us? You know, Jack Nicholson in the Shining when he's bouncing that ball against the wall. The next thing you know you're gonna go after your wife with an ax."
Kevin tells him he's not married, he throws the ball and George catches it on its return to Kevin.
George {Who seems to have all his faculties here} tells Kevin he has a call from the mainland. They patched it through to the radio room. {Patch/Mikhail?}
Kevin says it's a mistake because no one knows he's "here".
George-"You're the only Kevin Johnson on board, so somebody knows you're here."
He reveals the call is from Walt.
Kevin will take this call.
George leads him up to the radio room. Kevin asks for privacy.
George tells him to push this button and turn the knob on the console.
Kevin headphones/mic on and… "I'm so sorry Michael, but he's still in New York. So I'm afraid you're stuck with me." BEN!
Michael is speechless, then…"You put me on this boat, talk me into blowing it up, and when I pushed the damn button a flag pops up."
Ben-"You actually activated the bomb?"
Kevin yells "It's not a bomb, it's a…It's a joke."
Ben tells him there are people on the boat who are innocent, they have no idea the man they work for is a monster, a killer without conscience or a greater purpose. He had to show Kevin the difference between "Him and me. When I'm at war I'll do what I need to do to win, but I will not kill innocent people."
Kevin brings up Ana Lucia and Libby.
Ben reminds Michael that it was he who killed them, "No one asked you to."
Ben doesn't blame him as they had his boy "What wouldn't a man do for his son."
Ben wants him "to compile a list of names, every person on your boat. When I call again, you'll give me that list. Then you will disable the radio room you're sitting in. When the crew is disoriented by their lack of communication you'll take out the engines too. That way the boat can never get to this island and your friends will be safe. Will you do that for me, Michael?"
Michael will.
Ben-"Then consider yourself one of the good guys."
Michael cries.

Sayid and Desmond have been listening to Michael's story. It is established Michael is working for Benjamin Linus. Sayid grabs and forces Michael to the Captain's quarters.
Sayid tells the Captain this man is not who you think he is. Sayid blabs he was a passenger on Oceanic 815, he spent 2 months with him on the island "before he betrayed us. This is the man who sabotaged your radio room, he destroyed the ships engine and his name isn't Kevin Johnson. It's Michael Dawson...and he's a traitor."

Danielle, Alex and Karl rest up and drink on their way to the Temple; two minutes. Danielle checks the map.
Karl seems antsy, "I just have a bad feeling about his. What if your dad is playing us?"
She doesn't like taking orders but knows Ben doesn't want her to get hurt.
Karl-"Well at least we've got something in common."
His water bottle is shot. Then Karl is shot. {Ear piece}
Danielle and Alex take cover behind a tree. {Mic/earpiece/wire hangs from side of Alex's head}
Danielle tells her on the count of three they're going to run and she tells her she loves her. She counts, they run….Danielle is shot!
Something moves in the tall grass.
Alex is panicked- "Wait. Wait. Don't! I'm Ben's daughter! I'm his daughter!"



Meet Kevin Johnson is a GREAT EPISODE!!
Wake up!  The "Island"... always the "Island".    They never leave the bubble that surrounds the "Island".     Santa Rosa/mental health/emotions is a connection too.  Some seem to keep their emotions locked up. Healing, fixing themselves.
They also seem to be able to seek a "safe" place.

According to the bearing given to Michael by Ben he was only going to get as far as where the freighter is, in the middle of open water!  Think about it.  Is the freighter ALWAYS there? Hmmm…. What is the purpose of the freighter, really?   How did Michael get from that "rescue" point with Walt to the "Outside World"?     Is there really an "Outside World"?  Hmm!?  Are there any other "freighters" involved?
Let's remember this and see if it pans out into anything… {AX} The Ã…land Islands.

Things to note…Questions to ask...
* When are the "Flashes"   from?  These seem very disjointed and out of place.
* Lots of Green Eyes this season. We have seen other colors in the past. Why…altered state of consciousness, genetics, fucking droids, The Green Lantern?
* NO I.D.
* Head. Temple. 
* Berth/Birth. {rebirth-enlightenment/levels} Alive.
* Map
* Learning.
* Washing Station. Cleansing. 
* There's only 1 helicopter and pilot on the freighter. Remember Naomi's arrival to the island? So Frank dropped off Naomi. What really happened to the heli that night?
* The game show was more from the 80's or early 90's era. It doesn't say Game Show Network on the corner.
* Who is in the bed next to Michael?
* So what's really the issue with Walt? Mike did what he had to, to save Walt. Why would the kid hold that against him?
* How could Ben's people get Michael a job on Widmore's boat? Hmmm.
* What else is real, fake, phony, staged. Bla Bla Bla...
* Frank tells Kevin he signed up for this trip. Abaddon told Naomi he was picked/recruited for it!
* WHAT IS ALEX? REALLY?
* I wonder how many times we've seen the smoke monster or a transformed being and assumed it was one of the Castaways or Others?
* Visions. Dreams. Hallucinations. In those dreamlike states, hypnosis comes into play too. Post hypnotic suggestion. Communicating/hearing the next move. Triggers.
* Headset. Headphones. Telephone.
* Ear pieces, Implants, Wires, Monitors/machines, Bugs, Drugs, Brain washing, Hypnosis…Could be how they are being tricked into what they are experiencing.
* Consciousness. Unconscious, sleeping mind.
* Did Ben have Karl and Rousseau eliminated from the playing field?
* Cold.
* Military experiments, exercises, tests, drills, games. War Games. Rules. Hunt.
* Michael comments about going back to work for them. Releasing Ben from the Swan hatch, that can't be what he's talking about. I still think Michael has ties to the island and the people that go back a long time. He run through the "Island" adventure more than once already.
* Karl's water bottle only has 1 hole from the shot. Shouldn't a bullet passing through make 2 holes?
* Michael's passport (Kevin). Ben's/Dean passport. Joanna's passport (season 1) had HNS012153. Plus Michael is smiling in the photo. A Passport No-No!
* Mike gets rid of the Rolex. Tracking chip in it?

* There is a "learning process" going on with this adventure experience/journey. 
* The BOMB is fucking rigged with a POP UP FLAG NOTE. Playing games!

Vocabulary and Research...
* Sanctuary has multiple meanings. A sanctuary is the consecrated area of a church or temple around its tabernacle or altar. An animal sanctuary is a place where animals live and are protected. In modern parlance the term is used to mean a place of safety.
-A sanctuary is a social institution.
* The Sanctuary movement.
* Sanctuary is a novel by William Faulkner. It is considered one of his more controversial, given its theme of rape. First published in 1931. In 1933 it was adapted for the movie The story of Temple Drake.
* ORANGE- Color.
- Mandarin oranges are the most popular and most abundant fruit during Chinese New Year — jin ju.
- In heraldry, orange is a tincture, rarely used.
- College/University/Institution.
- The Orange Institution, more commonly known as the Orange - Order or the Orange Lodge, is a Protestant fraternal organization based predominantly in Northern Ireland and Scotland with lodges throughout the Commonwealth and the United States.
- from a Celtic water god.
- the name 'Orange' comes from Tamil word 'Aru'('Or') meaning 'Six' + 'Anju' ('ange') meaning 'five'. The fruit typically has 11 pieces inside which when you cut into half has 6 pieces in one half and 5 pieces on the other.
- The sovereign principality of Orange was the property of the House of Orange which adopted both fruit and color as its symbols. Many things were in turn named after this royal House, which is the present ruling monarchy of the Netherlands. 
* Temple: A part of the head (behind the eyes).
  -a variety of tangor, a cross between an orange and a tangerine.
* Green eyes are the product of moderate amounts of melanin. Only 1-2% of the world's population has green eyes. Green eyes are the least common eye color. They are most often found among people of Northern Europe and Southern Europe, and to a lesser extent, in parts of Central and South Asia. Other ethnically Nordic countries like Iceland, Sweden, Denmark, Finland, Norway, Germany, and the Netherlands have a high percentage of green eyes. The Pashtuns are often called "Hurry Ankehian Wallay": the green-eyed people.
* The Suva, headquartered in Lucerne, is a public sector insurer and leading provider of health care coverage for employees in case of accidents in Switzerland. The name is the abbreviation of Schweizerische Unfallversicherungsanstalt (German for Swiss National Accident Insurance Fund) It was founded 1912 and for a long time held a monopoly for compulsory coverage for employees in high risk professions.




I loved this episode!   It was filled with lots of information.
I think this is important… Can Michael heal that fast?   No, unless he's really on the "Island".  Otherwise it is a different Christmas or… none of it is fucking real; it is happening in conjunction with an altered state of consciousness!   If the "Island" won't let you die could it logically be Michael in the coffin in Through The Looking Glass? Nope.
I have felt since the very beginning Michael is involved with these people and the "Island".
Michael, a civilian with a job on a ship or an enlisted man...

Michael is "ADRIFT" again.

Love to all who are "LOST"™

Here's some important pictures
Joanna's Passport that Kate tried to doctor and get on the raft with Michael- NOTE the 3 PASSPORTS ALL HAVE "HANSO" ON THEM!

























Michael's 2 monitors in the Flash. Interesting!
It gives us important information.























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I never claim to know everything about the show and my thoughts by no means make me right! The things I share here are my views and/or opinions. I don't claim to catch every single detail either! You all know I hate spoilers! And I stand clear of reading certain sites as to not take me off my own course of research. The one thing I don't need to do here is rehash all of the obvious clues from an episode, we all know what they are. Understood? Good! Let the fun begin! I'll only note things that I know come up as clues later, but need to be noted when they first show up and things I find that will be of importance! It will get very exciting as we progress into the story.