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April 2, 2010

The Package

Let's talk about LOST!   The Package.

Locke's camp is being watched and heard via night vision goggles.   Sawyer offers a borderline catatonic Kate some pretend cocoa.  Locke {twirling a stick} asks Jin about his injured left leg and suggests he leave the bandage off so the air can do it some good. {That's good advice}
Cautious Jin, whose leg still hurts, says he'll try that.
Locke-"You mind if I sit down? {Jin nods OK} I know you and I haven't had time to talk, but I was wondering if James had filled you in on what I showed him at the cliffs." {Do you notice that Locke likes to sit Indian style/lotus}
Jin-"You mean the cave? The one with the names on the wall?"
Locke explains most of the names have been crossed off now. There are just a few left; Kwon is one of them. Jin wonders if that means him or Sun.  Locke isn't sure but feels what it does mean is that the only way they can leave the Island is if all the names that haven't been crossed off go together.
Jin is concerned because Sun is not there.  Locke confidently tells Jin to just take care of that leg, "I'm workin' on it."
Claire has been eavesdropping on the two men.

{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Jin and Sun are at the airport.  The customs officer is explaining to Jin in English that although he's returning him his suitcase and watch he is sorry but "Federal law says we have to confiscate the $25,000."
Jin, who doesn't understand English asks, "Confiscate?"
The officer tells him it means that if he wants it back he's gonna have to fill out the necessary paperwork. Jin is frustrated and mumbles in Korean; he wants the money.
The officer-"You can exit right over there, Sir."
Jin and Sun walk as frustrated Jin tells her he's already missed the meeting at the restaurant.
Sun asks Jin in Korean what the money was for.
Jin doesn't know,"Your father gave it to me right before we left. He told me to deliver it with the watch. I don't ask your father questions. I do what he tells me."

Jin and Sun are at the check in counter of the hotel. Sun hands the man some papers.
Sun-"Paik."
There is a reservation for Paik; a beautiful ocean view room for them on the eighth floor.
Jin understands him and says "Two room. Two! No marry. Kwon. Jin-Soo Kwon."
The man apologizes and after checking the computer he sees there is a separate room reservation for Kwon. Room 842. He welcomes them to Los Angeles.
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Locke walks over to Sayid who is sitting on a log as he is chopping wood, to inform him he's leaving for a little while because he has an errand to run and will be back in the morning. He wants Sayid to keep an eye on the camp while he's gone.
Lethargic Sayid states, "I don't feel anything."
Locke-"Excuse me?"
Sayid- "Anger. Happiness. Pain. I don't feel it anymore."
Locke feels that maybe that's best because it'll help him get through what's coming.
Jin was keeping an eye on Locke and once Locke walks into the jungle Jin quickly gathers his things to leave. Sawyer asks "Hoss" what he's doing.
Jin-"I'm getting out of here before that thing comes back."
Sawyer-"What thing?"
Jin-"Locke. And you're just sitting around here listening to whatever he tells you..."
Sawyer-"I ain't listenin' to nobody! I already told you I have a deal with Widmore, so if you just..."
Jin-"It doesn't matter who you have a deal with! I've waited long enough. I'm going to find my wife."
Sawyer-"Find her where?!"
Jin-"Go back to the temple. And if she's not there I'll try the beach. But I will find Sun so stop trying to..."
Jin is hit in the chest with a tranquilizer dart!
Armed Sawyer and the rest of the camp are all put to sleep via the dart ambush.
The camp is swarmed with armed people sporting their night vision goggles. Seamus asks Zoe if this is the guy, referring to sleeping Jin, and it is so they take him.
Miles and Frank are playing cards on the beach.
Miles-"Play your card, captain."
Antsy Ben watches Ilana clean her rifle on the beach kitchen table and asks her "Now what?"  Ilana says now they wait for Richard to come back.
Ben-"You'll forgive my skepticism, but... the last thing Richard said before he went stomping off into the jungle was that we were all in hell and he had no idea what we were supposed to do next! In fact, I would bet money we never see him again!"
Purple shirt wearing Ilana feels Hugo will find him; he will track him down and bring him back.
Miles thinks that unless Alpert's covered in bacon grease, he's not sure Hurley can track anything.
Frank-"Hey, don't talk about bacon." {Hmm...Bacon from a boar. Can Frank transform or Hurley or...?}
Concerned Ilana shares that Jacob has never lied to her before. "If he said Richard knows what to do, then Richard knows what to do. He'll come back. And until then, we wait."
Frustrated Sun throws a piece of fruit, angrily stabs a knife into the table and she storms off. Jack watches her.
Sun is pulling up her garden. Jack shows up asking how the tomatoes are.
Sun-"Dead."
Jack remembers when she first planted this here. "Feels like a hundred years ago...You don't believe Alpert's coming back, do you?"
Sun doesn't care if he comes back. Jack wonders her thoughts on them being candidates.
Jack-"Hurley took me to a lighthouse. To Jacob's lighthouse. And there was a mirror. And all around it there were... there were hundreds of names written down."
Sun doesn't care about Alpert or about being a candidate.
Jack-"Sun... there was a reason why we were..."
Sun-"I don't want to hear about how this was our purpose or destiny! I just want you to go away and leave me alone!"
Jack leaves. Sun cries
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Jin knocks on the door of Sun's hotel room. {He looks around as if he's being watched} He is carrying the watch from her father that her father sent him halfway around the world to deliver. He's going to the restaurant.
Sun-"Will you come inside? I don't want to have this conversation here."
She mentions it's 11:30 and no one is going to be at the restaurant.   Jin feels he should still try.  Sun reminds him "this man" works for her father so it's not going to be a problem.  Jin wonders why she should care, he feels she's there for a shopping trip.
Sun seductively unbuttons the top button of her sweater, "Maybe you should tell me to button it... like you did on the plane?"
Jin-"It was a crowded flight... I didn't know who might be watching us.
Sun-"No one is watching us. So... do you want me to button it?"
Jin-"No."
This playful seduction continues on, button by button.
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Sun is pulling the weeds in her garden and she cuts her right pinky. {On what?}
Locke appears, startling her.
He is there to inform her he found her husband. "I promised I would reunite you two... took me a little longer than I thought it would... but he's with my people, back at my camp across the island.  I can take you to him right now."
Sun doesn't believe him; he killed those people at the temple.
Locke-"Those people were confused. They were lied to. I didn't want to hurt them. Anyone of them could have chosen to come with me. And I'm giving you that choice, Sun... right now. I would never make you do anything against your will. I'm asking you. Please. Come with me. Jin's waiting."
He holds out his hand for her to take but Sun runs away. Locke runs after her "Sun, wait!"
Sun runs head on into a tree! {WTF?! She ran right into it!}
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Sun wakes in bed next to starring Jin. {He is in the sunlight side of the bed and she is in the shaded side}
She shares her idea that they should "run away".
{Oh really?! There's a perfect example of the on "Island" and off "Island" events blurring together.}
Sun tells Jin about her account and how she had this planned all along.  Jin seems troubled and feels it's forbidden.  Sun wonders if he's angry. He is not. They do want to be together, they love each other. As Sun is about to share something that Jin needs to know there is a knock at the door. It startles them.
Jin-"Who is that?"
Sun-"I don't know. I put out the sign..."
Jin-"Tell them you're sleeping."  {If she's sleeping how can she tell them that?!}
Jin hides in the bathroom while Sun checks herself out in the mirror.
It's Martin Keamy, a friend of her father's. Sun doesn't speak to him.
Keamy-"Mind if I come in?  I believe you've got something for me." He walks right in.
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Sun is unconscious in the jungle.  Ben happens by and tries to wake her up. "Sun? Sun, can you hear me?"
Sun wakes up, her head hurts and but can only speak in Korean.  She is asking Ben "Where is he?...He was chasing me... he was here... I saw him. He was..."
Ben-"Slow down. Tell me what happened in English. Who did this to you?"
Sun-"Locke."

Locke returns to his camp {white smoke hovers around the site} and finds everyone is sound asleep/unconscious.  He removes a dart from Sayid and shakes his head to wake him up. He asks what happened. Groggy Sayid says they were attacked and he doesn't know by whom.
Locke is upset and asks where Jin is.

Jin wakes up in Room 23.  The room is appears almost rusty and wires are exposed. He is locked in. He flips a switch and the brainwashing video plays, he covers his ears from the sound/volume and quickly turns it off. {Wires, speakers, video, subliminal messages, flashing.}
Zoe is standing inside the room with him and remarks how that was weird.
Jin-"Where am I?"
Zoe-"It's called Room 23.  The Dharma Initiative was doing experiments on subliminal messaging in here.  But you know all about the Dharma Initiative... don't you, Mr. Kwon?"
in-"Why did you bring me here?"
Zoe-"Relax. You're safe."
Jin-"I'm leaving."
Apparently he's not because Zoe zaps him with a taser.
Zoe-"Sorry, but we went to a lot of trouble getting you here off of the other island. And I can't let you leave."
Jin-"What do you want from me?"
Zoe shows him a map. "These are grid maps that the Dharma people used to identify pockets of electromagnetism. Whoever signed these could really help me out. I know... I know the writing's difficult to read but... but it sure looks like it says Jin Soo-Kwon. So, is it you or isn't it?"
Jin-"You want answers to your questions? Then get me your boss. I want to talk to Charles Widmore."
Zoe tells him he's in luck because he'd like to talk to him too.

Locke asks Sayid if he's a good swimmer.  Sayid feels he's good enough.  That's works for Locke so he gives Sayid a gun, tells him to wrap it in plastic as to not get it wet.  They're taking the outrigger.
Locke notices Claire watching him and asks if something is wrong.
Claire-"Um... what you said to Jin... about the names on the wall? Told him you needed them all to get off the island."
She wonders if her name was on the wall and Locke informs her it wasn't.
Claire-"Then... it doesn't matter if I get on that plane then. You don't need me."
Locke-"No. That's not true, Claire. I need you. {he touches her} And there's plenty of room on that plane for all of us."
Claire-"When we go home, Aaron's not going to know me. Stranger to my own son. He thinks Kate's his mother. Was her name on the wall?"
Locke-"No, Claire... it isn't. Not anymore. But I need Kate."
Claire-"Why?
Locke-" Because I'm three people shy of getting off this island and Kate can help me get those people on the plane. But... once she does...whatever happens, happens." {Watch Claire take that in.}

Sawyer asks Locke what he and Sayid are doing with the guns,"You two goin' somewhere?"
Locke shares they're taking a boat ride over to the other island.
Sarcastic Sawyer asks, "What do you need a boat for? Can't you just turn into smoke and fly your ass over the water?"
Locke-"Do you think if I could do that I would still be on this island?"
Sawyer-"No, 'cause that would be ridiculous.What the hell are you goin' over there for anyway? Thought you were tryin' to avoid Charlie Widmore."
Locke-"They took one of our people, James. So I'm going to get him back."
{Sawyer looks as if something fishy is going on.}

Keamy looks at the really nice watch and wonders,"Your bodyguard is supposed to give me some money. Where's Mr. Kwon?"  
Sun-"No English."
There is a knock on the door. It's Omar. He checked Jin's room and he's not there.
Keamy has Omar check the bathroom when he realizes there are two champagne glasses on the nightstand. Jin has indeed been hiding in the bathroom.
Keamy thanks him for the watch but inquires {using hand gestures} about the envelope with the $25,000.
Jin communicates with Sun in Korean.  He asks "What can we do?"    Sun suggests they pay him some of their money.
Keamy is frustrated by the duo chatting in another language and tells them to "Stop it. Feel like I'm in a damn Godzilla movie. What's that guy's name, the Russian guy, speaks like nine different languages...Uh uh uh... Danny's friend?"   {Danny Pickett?}
Omar-"Mikhail."
Apparently Mikhail {The "Island" communication specialist} can communicate in Korean. {How fucking convenient.}
Keamy sends for Mikhail and demands Sun put her damn clothes on.

Mikhail sits with Sun and translates.
Sun-"The money was confiscated at customs. But I have money."
Mikhail-"She says the money her father gave them was taken at customs."
Of course this isn't Keamy's problem.
Sun suggests he let them go to the bank and they'll give it to him.
Keamy has Mikhail take Sun to the bank while he takes Casanova to the restaurant, then they'll meet there.
Jin begs Keamy in Korean to promise not to tell Mr. Paik about them.
Keamy-"What's he whining about?"    {Wine!}
Mikhail-"He wants you to promise that you won't tell her father that they are involved."
Keamy seems sincere and assures Jin, "Oh. Hey, don't worry about that. Okay, your secret, it's safe with me. Okay? Just bring me the money and then we could all live happily ever after, right?"
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Jack is checking out Sun's head injury. Ilana looks suspiciously at Ben.
Ben-"What? Oh, for the fourth time, I was gathering mangoes and she was already unconscious when I found her. Why won't you believe me?"
Ilana-"Because you're speaking."
Jack-"You gotta a pretty descent size bump, {What? Baby bump?! lol} it might be a slight concussion. You can understand what I'm saying? (Sun nods) But, you can only speak Korean."
Miles-"She hits her head and forgets English? Are we supposed to buy that?"  {Nope. We're not}
Frank-"Asks the man who communes with the dead."    {Should we ask Hurley?!}
Jack-"It might be Aphasia. It's um, a condition that's caused by trauma and it affects the language center of your brain. It's usually temporary. Sun, you're gonna be okay."
Miles wonders what Ilana is smiling about. Richard is walking over with Hurley. Richard instructs them to pack their bags because "we're leaving".

Locke gets out of the outrigger and walks toward the portable pylons.
Widmore's men jump out of the bushes and fire at Locke. {He's not bothered by it.}
"Down low!... Let me see your hands!"
Locke shows his hands,"Easy, friend, I come in peace." {Gonna smoke-em peace pipe too?! lol}
Widmore stands on the opposite side of the fence and asks Locke "Do you know who I am?"
Locke-"Charles Widmore. Do you know who I am?"
Widmore-"Obviously you're not John Locke. Everything else I know is a combination of myth, ghost stories, and jungle noises in the night."
Locke-"I think you know more than that judging by these pylons."
Widmore-"Why did you come here?"
Locke-"You took one of my people, Jin Kwon."
Widmore claims to have no idea what he's talking about.
Locke-"A wise man once said that war was coming to this island, I think it just got here."
{War is coming to Hydra Island or the main island? Both?}

Jack asks Richard where exactly are we going. {Richard is packing stuff.}
Richard asks where Locke is. "You said he came to recruit you. Where did he say he'd be?"
Ben-"Hydra Island".
Richard is in control and asks Frank, "This is exactly where you landed the plane to get back here, right?"
Frank-"That's right."
Richard-"This man wants to leave the island, that plane's the only way he could do it. You wanna know where we're going, we're gonna stop him."
Miles asks Hurley "This is your fault isn't it?"
Hurley-"Sorta."    {What exactly did Hurley do here? hmmm}
Richard informs them the only way to stop them from getting on the plane is to destroy it.
Sun freaks out and yells at Richard in Korean. "What? You want to destroy the plane? How are we supposed to get off the island?"
Jack shares with Richard that she isn't speaking English because she was hit on the head when she was running away from Locke. Why isn't she speaking English?
Richard seems surprised. "He came back here?  What, what did he want? What did he say to you? Do you understand me?"
Sun continues her fit..."Yes, I understand, you idiot!  But if you think I'm gonna help you destroy our only way off this island, you're insane!  I came here, to find my husband so I could bring him home, not so I could save the damn world!   She says I'm important. (points to Ilana) If that's true, you need me!  So, understand this! I'm not going anywhere."
Hurley-"I don't think she wants to come."
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
Sun and her translator Mikhail sit at the desk with the bank rep. The rep checks the computer and informs them that Sun's account was closed. The balance is zero.
Sun feels that can't be right, "No one knows it exists but me."
The account was closed by her father, Mr. Paik, who had access. The funds were transferred to their main branch in Seoul. Sun wonders why dad would do that.
Mikhail- "Why do you think?"

Omar leads Jin {hands taped behind his back} to the kitchen refrigerator. Omar bumps Jin's head on the door on the way in. {Sign says Kitchen Safety. lol}  This concerns Keamy.  Keamy tends to Jin's head with a wet blue cloth and takes over the tape securing of the prisoner.  Keamy sends Omar to get the Arab guy. Omar seems bothered by the Arab remark.
Keamy tends to the head injury over his left eye and apologizes, "Omar's loyal but he lacks attention to detail."
He confirms with Jin that he can't understand a word he's saying.  Jin doesn't react.
Apparently he needs more tape to secure Jin so Keamy tells him to hold still,
"I'm going to strap you in here, just in case you figure out what's about to happen at the Island. I can't have you freaking out." {Yes, that is what I heard.}
"I don't think you realize....how unhappy Mr. Paik was when he found out that you were doing his little girl. You know the twenty five grand... you were supposed to deliver...that was my fee...for popping you!  From what I hear you know anyone who works for Paik knows the cardinal rule... hands off the boss' daughter. But you couldn't resist her, could you? The heart wants what the heart wants."
{He touches Jin's chest}
Jin must misunderstand him because he kindly says, "Thank you" to Keamy.
Keamy-"I'm sorry. Some people just aren't meant to be together" and covers Jin's mouth with the electrical tape. He closes Jin in the refrigerator.
Widmore asks Zoe what the hell she was thinking; this wasn't supposed to happen for days, "We had a time table".
Zoe knows they panicked and apologizes. Widmore says they should have let Jin leave the "camp" and taken him in the jungle.
Zoe-"Well maybe you should put a mercenary in charge instead of a geophysicist."
Widmore turns and sees Jin is standing there watching them.
Widmore-"What's done is done. I need you to get the package from the submarine and take it to the infirmary. Can you do that for me please, Zoe?"
She will.
Widmore walks over to Mr. Kwon and gives his deepest apology for what has been done to him. Jin knows this is Charles Widmore. Widmore shares that they searched the Ajira plane, found Sun's luggage and found a digital camera inside. He thought Jin would like to have it. "Go ahead. Turn it on."
Jin turns the digital camera on and "Plays back" the images of Ji Yeon, Sun and a dog.  Widmore narrates "Her name is Ji Yeon, your daughter" and knows Jin has never seen her.  Jin smiles and gets emotional as he looks at the images.
{Birthday party sign BIRTH is prominent. Candles.}
Widmore explains he has a daughter and knows what it's like to be kept apart.  He understands the one thing Jin wants is to be reunited with his wife and daughter, but it would be short lived if that "thing" masquerading as John Locke ever got off this island.  "You wife, your daughter, my daughter, everyone we know and love would simply cease to be. I came here to make sure that doesn't happen."
Jin-"How?"
Widmore-"Come with me. I think it's time for you see the package."
Jin-"What package?"
Widmore-"It's not a what... it's a who."
Widmore seems pleased.

Jin sits in the refrigerator and hears the muffled voices in the kitchen.{Sayid-"Did you put my brother in the hospital?" Keamy's voice too.}
Three shots are fired and Jin kicks on the door for attention. Jin notes a box cutter/utility knife on the shelf nearby.}
 Armed Sayid enters and pulls the tape off of Jin's mouth, where Jin communicates with Sayid in Korean. "Please don't kill me. Please let me go!"
Sayid {in a deadpan manor asks}-"Who are you?"
Jin-"No English."
Sayid doesn't know why he's there and he doesn't really care. He starts to walk away from Jin and Jin stops him.
Jin-"Free! {gestures to the box cutter}Free! Free."
Sayid happens to have time {After shooting three people} to place the box cutter into Jin's taped hands and wishes him "Good luck".  Sayid leaves. {Just like Locke gives tied up Boone the knife to cut himself free.}
Mikhail returns to the kitchen with Sun and sees the four bodies on the ground.   Jin pretends to be dead.
Armed Mikhail asks the still alive Martin who did this to him.
Keamy -"Look behind you, you idiot."
Jin holds the gun against the back of Mikhail neck and in Korean tells him to drop the gun. Mikhail wants him to take it easy. Jin tells Sun to move away.
Jin to Mikhail-"Did you hear me?! Drop it or I'm going to kill you!"
Mikhail realizes Jin isn't the person who killed the people on the floor and goes after Jin. There's a fight; shots are fired. Mikhail arms himself with a knife but Jin fires two shots into Mikhail's head; taking out his right eye.
Unfortunately Sun is shot in the stomach. Jin carries her to get her help.
Sun reveals, "I'm pregnant."
{Air plane engine/sounds-rumble}
At night Sun sits alone on the beach looking out to the ocean.    Jack brings her a couple of things
Jack-"I was thinking about a patient that I had during my residency.  Car crash, banged his head, when he woke up he couldn't talk.  The guy was frustrated, I mean... who wouldn't be.  Then one of the nurses said  just because he can't speak doesn't mean that he couldn't write."
He hands her a notepad and sharpie pen, asks her if she wants to give it a try.   
Sun writes down "YES", instead of just nodding her damn 'yes'.
Jack-"It'll take a little longer to get your point across but at least you have your voice back. Went back out to your garden to see if he was there, he wasn't.  But I found this... {a ripe red tomato}   That's one stubborn tomato.   Guess no one told it it was supposed to die."  
Sun writes- SORRY w/smiley face.
Jack-"Don't worry about it. You're not the first person to tell me to leave em alone."    They both smile.
Jack-"Locke....what did he say to you?"
Sun writes- He said he had Jin.
Jack-"Why didn't you go with him?"
Sun writes-I don't trust him.
Jack looks troubled-"Do you trust me?"
Sun nods yes.
Jack-"Sun, Come with us and I'll help you find Jin.  I'll help you find him and I'll get you both on that plane and as far away from this island as you can get .  I promise."
Jack holds out his hand and Sun takes it.
Quiet Kate sits starring; cuts up fruit.
Sawyer-"Where'd you go?"
Kate-"What?"
Sawyer-"Like your brain took a little stroll."
Kate wonders why James isn't worried, but he confesses that he is worried. He just really good at pretending he isn't.
Sawyer-"But I got a feeling this is almost over. Cause if Locke rode over there on the boat with Sayid, then Charlie Widmore blew him right out of the water."
Kate-"And what if he didn't?"
Sawyer-"Then we're screwed six ways from sun."
Locke returns to the camp, alone; this disappoints Sawyer.  Sawyer asks Locke about going over there to find Jin.
Locke share they said they didn't have him and he doesn't believe that.  He also shares that when James went over there that Widmore had someone guarding a room on the submarine guarding something that he didn't want James to see... "I don't like secrets."

Sayid swims stealth-like through the water toward the sub dock.  He witnesses Widmore's people pulling someone out of the hatch.   They drop the man at the edge of the dock where he can see Sayid trying to stay unnoticed in the water.  The man who can hardly stand is Desmond.   Extremely groggy Desmond looks at Sayid with a sense of familiarity and/or confusion.   Zoe, who is not a nurse,  can be heard mentioning that she gave Desmond too much sedative for the trip.
Wet Sayid watches the duo carry Desmond off.





The Package is a great episode.  It's all coming together nicely all that was missing was the pretty bow.  Jin and Sun must be showing us part of the whole truth.

I know I must sound like a broken record about a few things over the years but the one about events happening on "Island" and off "Island" are indeed blended/blurred together.   It was right here for all to see.
A bunch of other continuing clue lines that showed themselves again in this episode is: Altered state of consciousness; everybody is in some state of sleep, things happening in their heads/minds/consciousness, wires/wired, technology, perception, game, and constant hints to mental health, being crazy, being lost and having to find something and/or someone.   Every episode has had reference to crazy, insane or some sort of mental and mind issues.

After all an illusion is a false perception of a detectable stimulus.  I have included some researched info on mental health, psychology and such at the very end of my notes, for those who don't want to have to read through all of it.

Things to note...Questions to ask...
* Crazy. Insane. Mental health.
* Sleep. Unconscious. Knocked out. Drugged up. Sedation, AND SO ON and SO ON and SO ON!!!
* Room 23. Brain washing. Speakers. Wires. Electrical tape. Switch. Grid. Map. Video. Digital Camera. Electric. Sonar. Magnetic.
* Sayid feels nothing-emptiness. This is a stage of enlightenment.
* Seoul-Soul
* Heart
* Head trauma. Brain. Wired.
* Muffled hearing
* SLEEPING. WAKE UP. "BIRTH".   FREE! {Yeah, Enlightenment}
* Pretend. Masquerading.
* In The Whole Truth we learn Sun and Jin are having fertility issues and can't conceive.  In that episode Sun asks Jin "Why do you care so much about a baby you wouldn't even see?"   And where Jin experiences backward dialogue spoken by Sawyer and Bernard about Jin's impending fatherhood.
* Room 842. In  Recon James' clock stayed on 8:42.
* Sun knocks herself out!
* Both Sun and Jin get bumped on the head.
* WTF is with the airport customs officer not involving a translator to explain to Jin why he's not getting his money back? Oh, oh, oh! Because it's not real!
* Languages. Linguistics. Communication. Mis-communication. Translation. Write. Read.  Korean. Russian.  Mikhail, Miss Klugh, Ilana and Jacob all speak Russian.
* Button. (Desmond)
* Game. Play. Gamble. Bet.
* Wealthy men.
* Pairs.
* Purple. Black, White, Red.
* Destroy the plane...the sub...the Swan hatch...the computer...
* Desmond was given so much of the sedative for the sub trip that he couldn't even stand up on his own yet was doubled locked in a room on the sub. Was he being kept in or was someone being kept from getting to him?
* The package-the watch-money-Desmond-Ji Yeon-(a pregnancy)
* Is Jin one of the creators of the "map"?    What part is Hurley involved in?
* Jin is Sun's bodyguard.  Protector.
* I find it very interesting that Sawyer seems the most disconnected about certain things that happen on the "Island".   Like there seems to be times he's not privy to who someone is, i.e. Nikki, Paulo, Ben, etc. or he's unaware that something has happened, and of course he's not fazed by Locke being the smoke thing.
* Hearts and Minds.
* "I'm going to strap you in here, just in case you figure out what's about to happen at the island. I can't have you freaking out."    Yes, that is what I heard. I don't care what is written in the script or the closed caption, I only care about how that scene came out of post/editing and I heard, "I'm going to strap you in here, just in case you figure out what's about to happen at the island. I can't have you freaking out."   So I call fucking shenanigans!
* "Then one of the nurses said  just because he can't speak doesn't mean that he couldn't write."   Yeah,  like Locke in Further Instructions.  Things seem to always connect back to Jack and Johnny Locke.

Vocabulary and Research...
* The Package: Thirteenth Step by the band A Perfect Circle. The album is a concept album with all of the songs dealing with the problem of addiction from a different perspective.
* Godzilla combo of Japanese words meaning gorilla and a whale. A giant Japanese monster created by nuclear explosions; radiation.
*Concussion: Latin ("to shake violently")or concussus ("action of striking together"),is the most common type of traumatic brain injury.
* Flight: a series of steps between one floor or landing of a building and the next.
* Aphasia is a loss of the ability to produce and/or comprehend spoken or written language. Traditionally, aphasia suggests the total impairment of language ability, and dysphasia a degree of impairment less than total. Aphasia has come to mean both partial and total language impairment in common use. Depending on the area and extent of brain damage, someone suffering from aphasia may be able to speak but not write, or vice versa, or display any of a wide variety of other deficiencies in language comprehension and production, such as being able to sing but not speak.  One treatment for this is: Melodic Intonation Therapy (MIT) is a therapeutic process used by music therapists and speech pathologists to help patients with communication disorders caused by brain damage. This method uses melodic intonation to stimulate activity in the right hemisphere of the brain.
* Giacomo Girolamo Casanova de Seingalt was a Venetian adventurer and author. His main book Histoire de ma vie (Story of My Life), part autobiography and part memoir, is regarded as one of the most authentic sources of the customs and norms of European social life during the 18th century. He was so famous as a womanizer that his name remains synonymous with the art of seduction. He was arrested, imprisoned; solitary confinement, sentenced to five years in an "un-escapable” prison", escaped and spent many years on the run.
* Emptiness is usually the description of Enlightenment.  To the western mind this description is often difficult to comprehend, leading to the idea that it is "nothing,".  This is the final step before nirvana.



We can see that Locke and Jack  have promised things to their followers, they both have held out their hands (here it's Locke-right, Jack-left) in a gesture of hope.  It's when these types of parallels are shown  that the metaphor of the story kicks in for me, making me want to feel that we are seeing "two halves of a whole" again, or the opposition.     I've never forgotten a clue we got back in the very beginning of our story.  Take a look at Hurley's comic book.  We know that comic tells the story of alien X that was hidden away when it gets cancer, a dome covering a city, polar bear, etc.. But the cover also shows us the part of the story where the Flash and the Green Lantern combine with their new halves, creating a new being.   Two halves of a whole.

Here's a great quote from Charlie Pace in   Further Instructions.  "What's that? You're not taking drugs, are you John? I only ask because of the strict zero tolerance policy you've enacted.  And I wouldn't want you to have start punching yourself in the face." 

Is Sun in the "Island" adventure to bring her husband home and not to save the world, not to play the game?
Maybe Jin and Sun are a package deal.

Love to all who are LOST" ™


Is it all in my head?!  Maybe I'm in an altered state of consciousness.
We have seen all of the following examples directly connected to the castaways since the very beginning. How deep is the mental health and some things happening in their "head" issues playing into the journey?
Examples:  Head injuries, headaches, vision/eye problems, fever, delusions, hallucinations, hypnosis, catonic, coma, brainwashing, behavior modification, coercive persuasion, programming/deprogramming, hypnosis, self hypnosis,cognitive biases, amnesia, insomnia, memory, consciousness, decision making, natural language, learning, motor coordination, sensory perception, planning,  problem solving, thought, depression, fear, abandonment, anger, guilt, hate, phobias, generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, panic disorder,  post-traumatic stress disorder, eating disorders, substance abuse, violence, sleep disorders, problems with trust, confidentiality and engagement, etc.
Use of drugs: sedatives, hypnotics, heroin, tranquilizer, sleeping pills, Clonozapam, mandrake, cannibis, coffee, cholorform, alcohol, Locke's funky paste, etc.
And the mention of: clinical assessment by a psychiatrist, social worker, clinical psychologist, shrinks, or other mental health professional.  We've seen Locke in group therapy and of course Hurley in Santa Rosa.


We all know what my take is on the metaphor of the "Island" journey; the journey and path to enlightenment, but here are some researched items to further explain some additional "possibilities":

* Non-physical or abstract locations and/or spatial graphics were employed as memory 'places'. Perhaps the most famous example of such an abstract system of 'places' is the memory system of Metrodorus of Scepsis,
* Headache symptoms include dizziness, vomiting, nausea, lack of motor coordination, difficulty balancing, or other problems with movement or sensation. Visual symptoms include light sensitivity, seeing bright lights, blurred vision, and double vision. Tinnitus, or a ringing in the ears, is also commonly reported.
* Cognitive symptoms include confusion, disorientation, and difficulty focusing attention. Loss of consciousness may occur but is not necessarily correlated with the severity of the concussion if it is brief. Post traumatic amnesia, in which the person cannot remember events leading up to the injury or after it, or both, is a hallmark of concussion. Confusion, another concussion hallmark, may be present immediately or may develop over several minutes. Patient may be slow to respond to questions or directions, have a vacant stare, or have slurred or incoherent speech. Other MTBI symptoms include changes in sleeping patterns and difficulty with reasoning, concentrating, and performing everyday activities.
* Tinnitus can be perceived in one or both ears or in the head. It is usually described as a ringing noise, but in some patients it takes the form of a high pitched whining, buzzing, hissing, humming, or whistling sound, or as ticking, clicking, roaring, "crickets" or "tree frogs" or "locusts", tunes, songs, or beeping. Causes include ear infections, foreign objects or wax in the ear, nose allergies that prevent (or induce) fluid drain and cause wax build-up, and injury from loud noises. Can also come from Psychedelic drugs:
Mental health-
Madness. Bi polar. Obsession. Depression. Substance abuse. Other proposed disorders include: Self-defeating personality disorder, Sadistic personality disorder, Passive-aggressive personality disorder Kleptomania (stealing) or Pyromania (fire-setting). Sleep disorders; Insomnia.
* Abreaction is an emotional release or discharge following recall of a painful experience. Used sometimes by police, forensics after administering armobarbital.
Affect illusion: Illusions (Misperceptions) associated with and/or based on changes with mood for example at midnight a person may take a shadow as a ghost, but in the early part of night this may not be the case.
* Schizophrenia: It most commonly manifests as auditory hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking with significant social or occupational dysfunction. Onset of symptoms typically occurs in young adulthood.
Despite the etymology of the term from the Greek roots skhizein (to split) and phrÄ“n, phren-(mind), schizophrenia does not imply a "split mind" and it is not the same as dissociative identity disorder (previously known as multiple personality disorder or split personality), a condition with which it is often confused in public perception.  The disorder is thought to mainly affect cognition, but it also usually contributes to chronic problems with behavior and emotion. People with schizophrenia are likely to have additional conditions, including major depression and anxiety disorders; the lifetime occurrence of substance abuse long-term unemployment, poverty and homelessness, are common. increased physical health problems and a higher suicide rate
Depending on the individual, a person diagnosed with schizophrenia may experience hallucinations (especially hearing voices), delusions (especially ones that seem "bizarre"), and disorganized thinking and speech. The latter may range from loss of train of thought, to sentences only loosely connected in meaning, to incoherence known as word salad in severe cases. There is often an observable pattern of emotional difficulty, for example lack of responsiveness or motivation. Impairment in social cognition is associated with schizophrenia, as are symptoms of paranoia, and social isolation commonly occurs. In one uncommon subtype, the person may be largely mute, remain motionless in bizarre postures, or exhibit purposeless agitation; these are signs of catatonia.
*Aphemia is the alternate term for mutism. Mutism is absence of speech with apparently normal level of consciousness. Mutism can be dissociative (hysterical) in which an individual (commonly a child or adolescent) stops speaking at once without involvement of any neurological or physical contributing factor; or it can be elective (selective) in which a child does not speak at all in certain situations (such as in school) but speaks well in other conditions (like at home or at play). A rare cause of mutism is a kinetic mutism which results due to a lesion around 3rd ventricle of brain.
* Automatic obedience is an exaggerated co-operation with an examiner's request, as if the patient were an “automaton” robotically obeying a command. It is usually a sign of catatonia.
* Confabulation is the confusion of imagination with memory, and/or the confusion of true memories with false memories.
* In Capgras syndrome, the patient feels that a person familiar to him, usually a family member has been replaced by a double i.e. an identical looking imposter. Capgras Syndrome and Fregoli syndrome along with some other conditions are classified as delusional misidentification syndrome.
* Defenestration Literally jumping out of window. Usually used in context of attempted or completed suicide.
* Déjà vu:  In Déjà vu, a person feels undue familiarity to an event or a person. For example, he feels that the same thing has happened before or he or she has met this person before, etc.
* Déjà pensé : In Déjà pensé, a completely new thought sounds familiar to the person and he feels as he has thought the same thing before at some time.
* In écho de la pensée, meaning "thought echo" in French, thoughts seem to be spoken aloud just after being produced. The patient hears the 'echo' of his thoughts in the form of a voice after he has made the thought.
* Fantasy is imagining that expresses desires and aims.
- Folie à deux: Also called induced psychosis, folie à deux is a delusional disorder shared by two or more people who are closely related emotionally. One has real psychosis while the symptoms of psychosis are induced in the other or others due to close attachment to the one with psychosis. Separation usually results in symptomatic improvement in the one who is not psychotic.
Folie communiquée, folie imposée, folie induite, and folie simultanée are the four subtypes of folie à deux.
* Multiple personality disorder:  a condition in which a person displays multiple distinct identities or personalities (known as alter egos or alters), each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment.
* Tabula Rasa is also featured in Sigmund Freud’s psychoanalysis. Freud depicted personality traits as being formed by family dynamics. Freud's theories show that one can downplay genetic and congenital influences on human personality without advocating free will. In psychoanalysis, one is largely determined by one's upbringing.
* In Alice in Wonderland experience/Syndrome subjects perceive objects (including animals and other humans, or parts of humans, animals, or objects) as appearing substantially smaller than in reality.  Generally, the object appears far away or extremely close at the same time. Alternate term for this is somaesthetic aura.



 Disclaimer: I never claim to know everything about the show and my thoughts by no means make me right! The things I share here are my views and/or opinions. I don't claim to catch every single detail either! You all know I hate spoilers and I stand clear of reading certain sites as to not take me off my own course of research. The one thing I don't need to do here is rehash all of the obvious clues from an episode, we all know what they are. Understood? Good! Let the fun begin! I'll only note things that I know come up as clues later, but need to be noted when they first show up and things I find that will be of importance. It will get very exciting as we progress into the story.

September 8, 2009

What Kate Did.

Let's talk about LOST! What Kate Did.

{Click the pics!}



Jin and Sun emerge from their tent from an obvious happy reunion.


Hurley gives them his approval; thumbs up. Sun looks over to see Sayid is digging a grave for Shannon.
“Sorry, man I know this hurts” Jack says to semi-unconscious Sawyer. As Jack tends to his shoulder he speaks as if Sawyer can hear him. “Michael told me you pulled the bullet out with you bare hands. Have to show me how to do that sometime.”
Weak Sawyer whisper mumbles something. Jack didn’t hear it so sawyer repeats, "Where is she?"
Jack assumes he means Kate and informs him that Kate's been watching over him 24 hours straight. The only way he could get rid of her was to send her out to get Sawyer some food. Sawyer whispers, "I love her". I think Jack knows that's the truth.

In the jungle Kate is up in a tree on a branch picking fruit/Mango. She slides down the branch, dropping 3 Mango and when she picks them up, behind her she sees a beautiful black horse. {Damn that chick is strong!} When she gets up the horse gallops away.
{Flash Whoosh}
Kate is sitting on the steps of the house playing with a lighter. It is nighttime. She is wearing a Janis Joplin t-shirt. {A song plays something about Alabama-I think} A pickup truck pulls up and drunk Wayne gets out asking “Hey, girl. What are you doing here?” {He’s wearing a damn plaid shirt!}
When they enter the house apparently he smells something.
Kate-“Probably your breath.”
She puts him to bed. As Kate is removing his shoes he goes on about how beautiful she is. Creepy, indeed.

Kate exits the house, gets on her bitchin' motorcycle and the house explodes behind her. {What a rebel!}


Kate enters a small diner and the waitress offers her “coffee, pie, both?” Kate orders a beer. The waitress is Kate’s mother, Diane. Katherine is 24 years old.
Diane would like to see some I.D.   Diane realizes Kate drives around on that deathtrap but she is not going to help her "cause" by getting her drunk. {Kate has a "cause"? WOW!} Kate asks her about her left wrist. Diane blames the injury on a shelf she forgot was there and she banged her wrist.
Kate tells her, “Don’t” {we are to believe her husband is abusive.}
Diane-“I made my bed, Katherine.”
Kate informs mom that her bed is gone. Kate presents her mom with an insurance policy she took out on the house for her; in her name. At first Diane seems pleased but then realizes there’s something wrong.
Diane- "What did you do? Does Wayne know about this?"
Kate- “Just remember that you were here and you didn't see me, OK."
Diane demands to know, "What did you do?"
Kate- "I took care of you, ma. I gotta go. You're not going to see me for a while."
Diane is stunned. Kate hugs and kisses her goodbye. {The song 'The End of the World' is playing in the background}
Diane continues to ask, “What did you do?”
{Flash Whoosh}
Kate returns to the hatch to find Jack  putting cool compresses on Sawyer’s head.  He asks Kate if she’s okay. Kate thinks she’s just getting tired.  Sawyer still has a fever and Jack can’t tell if the antibiotics are working but it will help to get some food in him.  Jack suggests she get down to the beach for Shannon, but Kate would rather stay and watch Sawyer.  She feels Jack should be there {for Shannon}.   Jack says OK and instructs her to keep Sawyer hydrated, mash up some fruit and see if she can get him to eat it, everybody will be at the beach so don't forget the button. Kate’s got it. Jack will be back in a couple of hours, “You’re sure you’re okay.”
Kate smiles and says she’s great.

At the beach Eko and his stick walk over to Ana Lucia who is banging a stick into the ground. Ana is living at their camp. {WTF? Who invited her? I thought she was going to live alone in the jungle! She sent Michael for supplies and socks! Bitch!}
Eko tells Ana that he's going to the funeral.
Ana-“I don’t think I’m gonna make it.” {Doh! Is that a Freudian slip?!}
Eko wants her to know he thinks most of them realize it was an accident. Ana continues her solo work with her stick.

Everyone gathers for Shannon.
Sad Sayid {wearing a collar polo shirt} speaks at the funeral. “Shannon and I were strangers. We never would have met if…we wouldn’t even have spoken if… But we did meet and we did speak… At least…I loved her.” He cries and walks away.
Jack takes a handful of dirt and pours it onto Shannon's body, "May she rest in peace".
They all follow Jacks lead/action. {Locke is next}


Kate put on a Patsy Cline {Walking after midnight} album on the record player; it makes her smile. Kate talks to unconscious Sawyer about mashing him up some fruit.
Kate-“When you wake up you're gonna get a kick out of me feeding you like a baby. I saw a horse. Yeah, that’s what happens when you don’t sleep.”
Sawyer starts to stir and whisper mumbles something.
Kate leans over him asking if he’s awake and Sawyer wakes up, chokes her and says "You killed me. Why did you kill me?!"
{Let’s remember that for another time.}








Jack and Locke get back to the hatch to Kate’s record having ended {needle just dragging} and the alarm beeping but Kate isn't there.





Locke enters the computer room with 22 seconds to go and enters in the wrong number and has to re-enter them {putting 22 for 23}.
Sawyer is on the floor; Jack checks his pulse.
Jack lifts Sawyer back into the lower bunk.
Locke wonders, “Where’s Kate?



Kate walks through the jungle as Charlie happens by.  He notes she missed the funeral, "A few of them came, the new people. Not her, the one who killed Shannon that would have been a bit awkward.  Seemed to have had a rough time of it.  Looks like they went bloody Lord of the Flies out there." {Watch Kate here}
Kate hasn’t listened to a word Charlie said because she looks zoned and appears as if she’s seeing something for a second.
Kate- “Do you think there are horses here?”
She shares she thinks she saw a horse in the jungle.
Unimpressed Charlie- “Seen polar bears. Seen Monsters, well, heard monsters, but…horses…no.”
Kate just heads off.
Charlie- “Kate! Where are you going?!”
{Flash Whoosh}
Kate is at the bus station, at the window buying a one way ticket to Tallahassee.  The marshal/Edward is behind unsuspecting Kate on line and just chats from behind, "Tallahassee. I spent a week in Tallahassee one night" {1 Week= 1 night. WTF?! Time traveling?! lol} it’s all strip malls and waffle houses. What's a pretty girl like you going to do down in Tallahassee?”
Kate, never turning around answers, “I’m sure I’ll find something.”
The marshal/Edward- “Bet you've got family down there."
Kate turns to him, “Actually I’m just visiting.”
Edward- "Hey. Hey. Don't I know you? {Kate looks around and gets nervous and starts to leave. He grabs her arm} Don't run Kate.”
Kate hits him and tries to run. The marshal grabs and cuffs her, “Kate Austen, you’re under arrest for murder.“
Kate- “I didn’t do anything.”
Edward- “Oh yeah you did. Your mama gave you up, Kate." {She looks confused.} He walks her out.
{Flash Whoosh}
Charlie is playing guitar by the campfire.   Jack comes over and asks him if he's seen Kate.
Charlie-“Ahhh… a little while ago in the jungle, she was acting kinda balmy asking me about horses on the Island.“
Jack asks where she is now.
Charlie-"She's on the path heading back to the caves."  {Path to caves hmmm…}

Locke frees Jin of his one handcuff.
Jin says "Thank you" in English of course.
Locke smiles, "Free at last, huh.”
{Timer- 79}
Happy Jin shows Michael the removed cuff.
Michael smiles-"Yeah man, looks good."
Jin smiles (because he understands) and walks on. Michael is feeling around the door frame and asks Locke, “What’s up with the blast doors?”


Locke seems surprised "Blast doors?"
Michael-“Yeah. Like in case of an explosion, they come from the ceiling. That guy down here, uh…Desmond. He didn’t tell you about these, what they’re for?”


Locke checks them out. “No. No he didn't. But he did leave a movie. {Movie?} Yeah. Wanna see it?"
Out of nowhere Eko says he would like to see it too; if they don’t mind.  Locke feels the more the merrier!








{Anyone who knows me knows that I LOVE MATTHEW FOX! Yes, if he and I were single and this was another time and place, I would hope that the Island gods would bless me with Matthew Fox. LOL! I'm sure I just gave you all a good laugh! But hey, my fantasy aside….I find this to be the most tender loving scene in Lost episodes so far. I watch this scene and I am moved…..and friggin jealous! HA!}

Kate sits alone in the jungle looking troubled and lost; she hears something.
It’s out of breath Jack and he's a little upset with her. He wonders what the hell she’d doing out here, “What happened in the hatch, Kate? Why’d you leave? I come back I find Sawyer just lying on the ground, you just took off…”
Kate- “He okay?”
Yep, he’s fine.
She says she's sorry.
Jack-"Are you?" {WTF, Jack? She just said she was!}
Kate gets fired up-“Yeah, I'm sorry. I’m sorry that I'm not as perfect as you! I'm sorry that I'm not as good!"
Jack wonders, “What’s going on with you?”
Kate tells him to forget it and walks away.
Jack grabs her arm and pulls her close, “No. No. No. Don’t walk away from me.”
Kate struggles to be free and starts to break down. Jack hugs her tight seeing she needs it badly. “It’s OK. It’s OK.”
Kate-"This place, this place is crazy. I can’t… It's driving me nuts." {She’s crying}
Jack looks into her eyes and tells her it's OK.
Kate, with her innocent child like face, kisses Jack! Then almost like a light bulb goes off, she pulls away and runs away; seeming as if she’s done something wrong.
Jack is left Kate-less. Lol {I have no right to call myself an actor after watching this cast! They are all an inspiration to me.}




At the hatch Eko and Michael are watching the orientation film while Locke watches them watch the movie.


“From the moment the alarm sounds you will have 4 minutes to enter the code into the microcomputer {Edit} induction into the program. When the alarm sounds, either you or your partner must input the code. It is highly recommended that you and your partner take alternating shifts. In this manner you will stay as fresh and alert {Edit} utmost importance that when the alarm sounds the code be entered correctly, and in a timely fashion. Do not attempt to use the computer {Edit} for anything {Edit}. Congratulations. Until your replacements arrive, the future of the project is in your hands. On behalf of the DeGroots, Alvar Hanso and all of us at the DHARMA Initiative, thank you. Namaste. And good luck.”

Michael holds his head and is looking a bit baffled. He asks Locke, “Alright. So, you’ve been pushing that button every two hours since you got down here?”
Locke confirms.
Michael-“How does that even work?”   Eko listens carefully.
Locke- “I set up two person shifts, six hours. Everyone’s on their roster.”
Michael- "Don't they want to know why?"
Locke- "I think the film's pretty self explanatory."
Michael- “Really?! All I heard was something about electromagnets and an incident. What about all the missing pieces?"
Locke- “Oh you mean the splices. Yeah, just a frame here and there I think, nothing important. What do you think? About the film, what do you think?”  {He asks staring Eko.}
Silent Eko with his stick just stands up and dramatically walks away without saying a word.

Kate is sitting at Shannon’s grave; she is very stressed out emotional.  Sayid comes over and hangs a bead necklace on the grave marker. {Shannon and Boone’s markers both have necklaces. 3 grave markers.}
Kate apologizes to him for missing the funeral as she had to be with Sawyer.   Sayid wonders why she isn’t with him now.
Kate with tears in her eyes says, “Because I’m going crazy.”
Indifferent Sayid looks at her like-”Really?!”
Kate - “Do you believe in ghosts, Sayid?"
Sayid looking a bit distant states, “I saw Walt in the jungle just before Shannon was shot. Does that make me crazy?"
And just like that with his information delivered he gets up and walks away without saying a word.
{Flash Whoosh}
Kate is cuffed in the marshal’s car. He tells her it’s a long drive back to the arraignment and wonders if she’s comfy. {It's nighttime and pouring rain.}   Kate doesn’t reply but Edward seems amused by his catching Kate. He asks her "why now".
Kate-“What?”
Edward-“Nice, corn fed farm girl like yourself… no history of violence, straight A's, no record, couple of speeding tickets. I just got to wonder, why'd you kill him now? {No response} Oh, right, yeah, don't tell me. You wouldn't want to incriminate yourself. Not after you were so smart planning it. That jury back in Iowa sure ain't going to get hung up on pre-meditation. And a gas leak. Come on, it's… its amateur hour from top to bottom.”
Kate-“Sounds like you've got it all figured out.“
Edward-“ I do have you all figured out. {He has a band aid across the bridge of his nose.}
Kate-“You don't know anything about me."
Edward-“White trash mom divorces dad, starts up with some guy who's a drinker. Then he knocks her around a little bit, and so she marries him, because, you know, that's what happens. And then this drunk, this Wayne, he moves into your house, and you get to lay there every night and listen to him doing your mom right there in your daddy's old bedroom.  And even that wouldn't be so bad if he didn't beat her up all the time. But she… loves him. She defends him. If that don't make a person want to kill somebody I don't know what does. But the question is… now, why now? Why after all these years did you just decide to blow poor Wayne up? He come knocking on your door late at night?”
Kate looks in him the eye and tells him, “He never touched me.”


Edward is looking at Kate and then directly looks to the lighter to light his cigarette never looking at the road and a horse crosses their path and the car crashes. Edward is knocked out, of course.



Kate takes the keys {looks just like when the plane was going down on crash day. } but the marshal wakes up and they fight until she literally kicks him out of the car. {Good thing that door opened}
Cuffed Kate watches a black horse head into the tall grass and then stunned Kate drives off.

In the computer room Michael asks Locke “But, why can’t you just put the numbers in now”
Locke-“No. It doesn’t work that way. The alarm goes off at 4 minute {timer shows 24-23} You can’t type anything till then.”
He demonstrates that even when typing 5 characters, it doesn’t change anything.
Michael wants to know if Locke minds if he checks out some of the hardware. {Is he a computer expert too?!}
Locke- "Sure…Just don't break it."
Locke leaves Michael alone and walks into the kitchen area where sits Eko is sitting at the table waiting.
Locke-“Hello again.”
Eko politely says hello, “I have something I think you should see.”
Locke sits opposite Eko.   If Locke doesn’t mind Eko will begin at the beginning. Locke is cool with that.
Eko- "Long before Christ the king of Judah was a man named Josiah.”
Locke- “Boy when you say beginning, you mean… beginning.”
Eko- “At that time the temple where the people worshiped was in ruin. And so the people worshiped idols, false gods. And so the kingdom was in disarray. Josiah, since he was a good king, sent his secretary to the treasury and said, 'We must rebuild the temple. Give all of the gold to the workers so that this will be done.' But when the secretary returned, he had no gold. And when Josiah asked why this was, the secretary replied… ‘We found a book.’ Do you know this story?”
Locke- “No, I'm afraid I don't.”


Eko-“What the secretary had found was an ancient book. The Book of Law. You may know it as the Old Testament. And it was with that ancient book, not with the gold, that Josiah rebuilt the temple. On the other side of the island we found a place much like this, and in this place we found a book. {He unwraps the book and presents it to Locke.} I believe what's inside there will be of great value to you.”
Locke opens the book and it is revealed a square has been cut out deep into the pages and hiding the missing pieces of the film. Locke is stunned as he looks at the film and Eko is pleased.

Hurley comes across Jack chopping wood.
Hurley –“Hey….So…Rose’s husband’s white. Didn’t see that one coming.”  
Hurley doesn’t need anything he’s just out taking a walk and thought he’s say hey. Hurley wonders who’s taking care of Sawyer and Jack informs him Sun is.
Hurley-"So, you're like, mad at him?"
Jack laughs- "Why would I be mad at Sawyer?"
Hurley- "Maybe because he's usually the one who comes down here chops wood, and now you are, it's like transference."
Jack asks Hurley if he’s a shrink now. Hurley shares that’s what they call it in the mental hospital.

Sun is watching over Sawyer and is crushing up pills between two spoons. Kate shows up asking where Jack is. Sun doesn’t know, “He didn’t come back.”
Kate wonders if Sawyer said anything, Sun says no because he’s still sleeping, “Can you watch him?” Sun heads out.
{Flash Whoosh}
Army Recruiting office to see her "father", SGT Sam Austen, who is a Military recruiter. {Recruiter! Also note sign “Build Your Future".}  Sam Austen tells her the authorities are looking for her, she tells him she's been waiting outside for two hours and they’re not there.
Kate reveals she was making a scrapbook, a surprise for his birthday, so
she called his C.O. for pictures of him in uniform. The pictures he sent her had dates on the back revealing he was in Korea until four months before she was born. She wants to know why he never told her that Wayne was her father. Sam says he didn't because he knew she'd kill him, and her mother loved him.
He cries, “You were five years old I wanted to take you along with me, she wouldn't let me"


Kate- "Why didn't you kill him?"
Sam- "Because I don't have murder in my heart."
{Note Sayid in handcuffs on the TV in the background}
This statement hits Kate and she gets up to leave. Realizing Sam will have to call “them” she asks for 1 hour head start for her run.

They hug and cry goodbye. {Was Wayne privy to Kate's role? Yeah.}
{Flash Whoosh}
Kate sits next to sleeping Sawyer, “Can you hear me?...Sawyer.”
Kate moves in closer, “Wayne.”
Sawyer stirs a bit and Kate continues, “I’m probably crazy…and this doesn’t matter. Maybe you’re in there. Somehow…but you asked me a question. You asked me why I…why I did it…I wasn’t cause you drove my father away…or the way you looked at me. Or because you beat her. It was cause I hated that you were a part of me. That I would never be good, that I would never have anything good…And every time that I look at Sawyer every time that I feel something for him, I see you, Wayne and it makes me sick." With that Sawyer wakes up, "That’s about the sweetest thing I ever heard. Who the hell's Wayne?"
She's very happy he's awake!
Sawyer realizing he’s in a bunk bed asks, "Are we saved?"
Kate whispers-“No, Sawyer. Not yet.”
{Who was Kate talking to here, the marshal or Wayne? And if she hates that Sawyer resembles/is like Wayne, why does she love him so much? Hmm?}

Eko and Locke are in the computer room.
{You need to pay attention to how Eko is looking at focused Locke through this!}

Locke is re-editing the missing pieces back into the film. “What are the odds? {He has Eko hold part of the film down} mean think about it, somebody made this film…somebody cut this piece out. We crash2 halves of the same plane fall in different parts of the Island, You’re over there, I’m over here. And now here’s the missing piece right where it belongs. What are the odds?”
Eko-“Don’t mistake coincidence for fate.”
{Then what’s the big deal about giving Locke the missing pieces of the film?}

Kate walks Sawyer around the messy Dharma Swan kitchen. He can’t believe his surroundings. Kate informs him “Airlock's over this way.”
Happy Sawyer wants Kate to admit they’ve been rescued.
Kate opens the creaky door that leads them to the jungle. Sawyer realizes they’re still on the Island, “Home sweet home.”
He thought Kate was yankin' his chain. {Sarah says the same line to Jack after her accident.}
Kate is smiling at him, “You need a haircut.”
Something catches Sawyer’s eye behind Kate,”Maybe you outta take me back inside.”
Kate turns to see the horse ”You see that?”
Sawyer sees the big ass horse standing in the jungle. Kate slowly walks over and pets the horse. Then it’s just walks off. {The horse is can be seen by both of them and Kate can touch it. It looks pretty real to me. 3 dimensional or does she only think she can touch it?}

Sawyer-“You know that horse, Freckles?”
Kate-“Yeah, I do.”
{Fucking care to share?! Who or what is it?! Does it represent the marshal?}



Ana Lucia sits alone by the crashing waves carving a spear.   Jack walks over with four tiny bottles of Tequila and no tonic, because they’re running a little low on mixers.  {Where the hell did he get those?! Not Dharma labels.}
Jack figured she could use a drink, “I know I could.”
Ana asks if he’s going to try to convince her that everyone there doesn’t hate her.
Jack-“Only if you’re gonna try to convince me that every woman in the world’s not crazy.” 
{No, Jack. Only the chicks on the “Island” are crazy.}

Michael is in the computer room checking out the equipment, while the audio of the film playing nearby clearly can be heard by him.

Marvin Candle-“When the alarm sounds, you or your partner must input the code. It is highly recommended that you and your partner take alternating shifts. In this manner you will stay as fresh and alert {Edit} utmost importance that when the alarm sounds the code be entered correctly, and in a timely fashion. Do not attempt to use the computer {Edit} for anything else other than the entering of the code. This is its only function. The isolation that attends the duties associated with Station 3 may tempt you to try and utilize the computer for communication with the outside world. This is strictly forbidden. Attempting to use the computer in this manner will compromise the integrity of the project and, worse, could lead to another incident. I repeat, do not use the computer for anything other than entering the code. Congratulations. Until your replacements arrive, the future of the project is in your hands.”
Before Locke stops the film he looks a bit confused.
At 51 minutes the alarm "dings" on the timer. {One ding at a time.} Michael, who is investigating the wires, looks up at the timer. {Did Locke and Eko not hear anything?}
Michael sees a message on the computer screen-“HELLO?”
Michael’s game, so he replies- HELLO?” {Michael is wearing a lovely plaid shirt}
The computer-“Who is this?”
Michael-“THIS IS MICHAEL. WHO IS THIS?”
After a couple of seconds…
The Computer-“DAD?
Michael looks confused at the blurry word "dad".






What Kate Did is a great episode! It's like the Castaways' are in therapy!

Things to Note...Questions to ask...
* Eyes.
* I.D. No I.D. No Record. No History. Is it that they have no identity here on the “Island” or is it a metaphor for not knowing their “true self??”
* Remember. Forget.
* Crazy. Driving me nuts. Mental Hospital.
* Hallucination. Illusion. Image.
* Computer. Type. Numbers. Microcomputer processor. Wires. Code.
* Kate and Sawyer both see the horse as Shannon and Sayid both saw Walt.
* Kate leans over Sawyer and the marshal {Tabula Rasa} and they choke her.
* Kate's step dad and Jack's dad are drinkers.
* Sayid and Sawyer profess their love for Shannon and Kate.
* Is Sam Austen another Dharma recruiter, recruiting people to help rebuild something on the island; a temple maybe. Or just to keep the project going?
* Why does Kate pull away from Jack after the kiss? Does she realize that shouldn't have happened? Is it because she has feelings for Sawyer? Is she remembering a past island visit that she shared with Jack perhaps? Is it something from her childhood? Is it because they're more like Luke and Leia? It would just be wrong!
While I'm having a Star Wars moment, let’s remember the Jedi purge! lol
* Jack and his need to include "the Others" into their camp. He must be the one who invited Ana there and we also know he invites Juliet, , but why? Is he the INN keeper?
* When Jack finally caught up to "Christian" in the jungle in White Rabbit.
* How is the computer letting Michael type things besides the code?  Didn't Michael just hear the instructions on the new piece of the film? Why is he breaking the rules? Are we correctly assuming that Michael is in the computer room simultaneously while Locke and Eko are re-watching the new footage? Is it even really Walt trying to communicate with him? Why doesn't Walt just show himself to Michael? Why use a 20 year old computer to talk to your "father" when you can just friggin show yourself? I call fucking shenanigans!
Jack contacts what we're to believe is the “outside world” in the season 3 finale. Does the shit hit the fan? Does that lead to another incident?
* Locke mentions 2 halves. Two halves being brought together to make one. Is this about biology, genetics, DNA or creation of a Lostie. Or is this about two halves (sides) of a person?
* The missing film piece is telling them certain rules.
* Is there a book that not only has rules in it but also guidelines, directions and maybe even cheats.
* Is this story of Josiah any correlation to what's going on with the Island? People following the wrong guy.
* Roster= list of names
* Movie. Film. Frame. Edits.
* Value. Odds.
* Laws=Rules
* Black. White. 2 sides.
* Locke and Michael’s perception of what info they are getting out of the orientation film is different.
* Michael is tempted by the computer.
* Kate…a mastermind. Also it sounds like she is "made" to never have anything good, etc..
* Hurley.


Vocabulary and Research...
* Ticket comes up a lot our story, I type it in bold every time. I was looking at 'ticket' in the obvious sense, until this episode. Then I had a revelation! The other meaning for ticket is 'list of candidates'. In this episode we are given clues to lists with roster and ticket. Recruits are list of candidates.
* Transference- is a phenomenon in psychoanalysis characterized by unconscious redirection of feelings for one person to another.
* Zen proverb- "Before enlightenment; chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment; chop wood, carry water."
* Horse- slang term for heroin.



Are things that some of them see just "trigger points" for them to remember things or to set into motion certain events to happen? Are the trigger points objects/props only shown to certain people? Let’s look at what could be "trigger points"… like the black horse, the drug plane, Virgin Mary statues, heroin, Christian, Dave, songs, etc.. Damn more things to think about!

Some of these people just want to be free but they need to save themselves first.

Do not mistake coincidence for fate… Ah, but here everything happens for a reason!

Love to all who are “LOST”™

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Disclaimer: I never claim to know everything about the show and my thoughts by no means make me right. The things I share here are my views and/or opinions. I don't claim to catch every single detail either. You all know I hate spoilers, and I stand clear of reading certain sites as to not take me off my own course of research. The one thing I don't need to do here is rehash all of the obvious clues from an episode, we all know what they are. Understood? Good. Let the fun begin! I'll only note things that I know come up as clues later, but need to be noted when they first show up and things I find that will be of importance. It will get very exciting as we progress into the story.